*WARNING, SAD ASS CHAPTER AHEAD GUYS.... SORRY* *NOT RELATIONSHIP WISE BTW... DON'T WORRY ABOUT THAT* A/N Also guys quick review thing, it doesn't really make sense taking in Maddie had her in 2017 in my BFB series if you did read that, but don't think of it that way in here. Sorry if I complicated any of you. That's annoying but ya, just to fill in your confusion ******************************************** I stare at the wall. Tears rolled down my cheeks. Summer was going awesome. It was what a week in, I was doing fine obviously. I knew this was coming up. I knew I had to face this day, I just wasn't thinking about it and that made me angry at myself. It was my moms... it was the day my mom died. My dad was trying to get me to go to her grave but I couldn't do it. So here I was,

