"Jo, what are you wearing tonight. You are the star of the show" Austin tells me. "I don't know, please don't let everyone know it's my birthday party. I don't want the attention" I tell him as we all sat in the hall last block, we had a study block. Like most of our blocks lately. "Yeah, whatever" he waves me off. "Is Dani coming?" I asked Sam. "Yeah, she said she would" He nods. "Although she is 21 it'll be all teenagers" he sing songs to me. "I don't care" I mutter. Last night was great. And when Sam left I was thinking about life and all. Never really a good thing. But I realized since I've met Sam and up until today, my anxiety, my nightmares and s**t about my mom have lowered. I've almost been happier. And thinking of that made me realize how great Sam was. I didn't

