Alex's POV. What the hell happened to my life. I was really composed, I had everything planned out, I had no love in my mind I just wanted to build myself up so I could help my family move to the next ladder of life. Now here I am, treated like trash heading home. In just a month and a half, I have ruined myself. I have slept with two men, the first one I wanted to, the second r***d me. The thought of someone having s*x with me without my consent is very hurting I do not know how I will get over it. I take the bus home, I have to compose myself, nothing goes past my mum and I don't want my siblings to see that I am weak. I am always their rock star big sister. “ It Alexis." I hear my siblings shout, running towards me. They are definitely from the water pan to fetch water. Our whole

