Magdalene. I wonder what Felix has done to Boy and the nurse. I am so tired, I have no strength considering I have given birth in less than twenty four hours ago. I am so terrified right now. I wish I had the strength to just wake up and go check Boy up. What if Felix has hurt him? Oh my poor baby if only I had not used him to trap Felix. I haven’t even given him a name yet. I feel tears streaming down my face, I never knew I loved him. I did not even have a chance to see his face, I don’t even recall how he looks like. I am such a bad mother. I hear shuffling and I know he is coming to the room. I feel him at the door, I do not even dare to look. “So what made you do that to your friend.” he says in a most calm voice. You might even think he is not mad. “I am sorry Felix, I was just

