Merrick's POV
I skulked around in the corridors, pacing as I thought about what was happening, I wasn't comfortable and even though I wasn't willing to admit it, the events of today were bothering me more than I could manage to hide them.
The last time I had seen Helen was when we had s*x and since then, I had been hesitant to approach her or her room, I didn't want to make it seem as if I was avoiding her and for that reason, I had already decided that I was going to have a conversation with her about what had happened between us, I needed to understand what her feelings were so I could be focused enough to know what my resolve would be.
I needed to know if she felt what I was feeling right now or if I had just been a means to an end for her, I felt very much like marking her and even
