23 Derek's POV I could feel the turmoil of emotions that threatened to burst out of me when I stepped into the Maldives a few hours later. There was no one to chit-chat on the plane, even though I pretended not to notice and even right now I can almost hear her voice gushing about how beautiful the Maldives are. What the hell were all these bizarre feelings that wouldn't allow me to have my own thoughts? I was sure as hell I had a life before I met Rose, so, what were all these feelings like if I had lost a precious jewel? One thing was sure though: I had lost a f**k mate. "Boss, our ride is waiting outside." One of the guards distracted my thoughts and I turned to glare at him while he stepped back and bowed his head. There was no way she could hide from me. I would find her even i

