Nathaniel I no longer hear my betas voices, whenever they try to call me. Lave’s voice has always been the strongest but now it’s just a faint, distant echo from afar. I don’t remember when was the last time I shifted, how many nights I’ve spent in the woods or how much prey I have killed. My wolf is ravenous for blood and for fights. I won’t stop going. My human voice becomes fainter and fainter and I can’t go back. The more I kill the more I want to kill. I am not sure I am Nathaniel anymore. But even though my wolf has taken over, his feet guide me to the borders of Gelidora. I pause there, telling myself I must not cross them. I am not going to Alexandra - she doesn’t want me to. My wolf keeps howling. I am fighting with him, although for a long time, I don’t know where my hum

