Alexandra
The first thing I recognized was the terrible taste in my mouth. Then the stomach pain. I am too warm and my neck is stiff. I must have slept in a weird position. I open my eyes and sit up. This movement is enough to make my head pound. I am alone on the bed which is a great thing.
“I hate myself, “ I mutter. “This is the last time I drink so much, I swear in everything. “ I squeeze my eyes, relieved that at least Nathaniel is not here. I couldn't bear the sight of him after last night.
I don’t even remember what exactly happened. All I know is we came to the room together and I was asking him to kiss me and if he had been with many women.
Ugh…. I cringe at the memory of myself asking all these things.
After that- I remember nothing. A black spot.
“I am so stupid,” I sa
