I feel so much better just from getting some sleep. I feel stronger and actually feel like going out on the fresh air. Obviously right now is middle of the night so I will have to wait till tomorrow but that will lift my spirits. Damian puts Zara back into the Crib and just as I finish my apple Zain is finished too. “Perfect timing, one done next one to go.” Damian comes to get Zain off me and changes him. I can get used to this; it isn’t so bad after all. However, he won’t always be around to do all the changing, there will be days he will be so wrapped up in pack business he won’t have much time helping. It takes a pack to raise a child … right? I really need to stop worrying all the time. Where is a will there is a way? Zain is being put into the crib too next to Zara. “The cutest thin

