Slowly everyone takes their leave, and we are able to head home ourselves. Hand in hand we walk slowly back not a word spoken. It feels as if there is a small cloud over our heads. My current mood seems to be constantly changing from good to bad or the other way around within minutes. Just over the moon feeling overwhelmed with all the excitement, now it comes crashing down. We haven’t really spoken yet where we are going from here and I am not sure I really want to. Why not just leave it as it is? Why can’t Chester love me, and Damian and I just carry on as we have been? Doesn’t mean that I have to give myself to him does it? To be fair, I shouldn’t even think of it right now as we are about to walk on the Rouges. Damian squeezes my hand.
“Are you okay? You look a bit tired? And a bit p
