Chapter2

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The feast was excessive even by royal standards. Elaria had attended hundreds of state dinners, but her father had outdone himself. The long table groaned under the weight of roasted pheasant, honey-glazed boar, fruits imported from kingdoms most people would never see. Crystal goblets caught candlelight and threw it back in a thousand dancing fragments. Musicians played something soft and forgettable in the corner. She sat across from Draven, close enough to study him without appearing to stare. He barely touched his food. Instead, he watched—the servants moving between tables, the guards positioned at every exit, her father laughing too loudly at his own jokes. Those amber eyes missed nothing, cataloging everything with an intensity that made her skin prickle. "You're not hungry?" Elaria asked, desperate to fill the silence between them with something other than her own nervous heartbeat. "I have particular tastes." Draven swirled wine in his goblet, but didn't drink. "Tell me, Princess, what do you do all day within these walls?" "I study. History, literature, politics. I practice music and embroidery. I—" "You're listing accomplishments, not telling me what you actually do." He leaned forward slightly. "When no one is watching, when you're not being the perfect princess, what does Elaria do?" The question caught her off guard. No one had ever asked her that. "I... I don't understand." "Do you sneak into the kitchens for honey cakes? Read forbidden books? Dream of places beyond your window?" His voice dropped lower. "Or have they trained all the wanting out of you?" Heat flushed Elaria's cheeks—part embarrassment, part anger. "You don't know anything about me." "No," he agreed. "But I'd like to. We're to be married, after all. Seems worth the effort to know who I'm binding my life to." "Is that what concerns you? That you might be binding yourself to someone unworthy?" Something dark flickered across his face. "I'm concerned I'm binding an innocent woman to something she doesn't understand and can't escape." Before Elaria could respond, her father's voice cut through the din. "A toast! To the joining of our kingdoms and the power it will bring!" Everyone raised their glasses. Everyone except Draven, who was still looking at Elaria with an expression she couldn't read. "To power," he murmured, just for her. "The only thing anyone ever wants." The rest of dinner passed in a blur of forced conversation and calculating looks. Lords and ladies approached Draven with varying degrees of courage, fishing for information about the Northern Territories. He answered with practiced vagueness, revealing nothing while appearing to share everything. Elaria found herself studying him when she thought he wasn't looking—the way he held himself apart even in a crowded room, the careful distance he maintained from everyone. Once, she caught him staring at his own shadow on the wall, his expression somewhere between hatred and resignation. As dessert was being cleared, Saphira materialized at Elaria's side, vibrating with suppressed energy. "Mother says you should offer to show Prince Draven the gardens," she whispered urgently. "Something about moonlight and romance and securing the alliance." "Absolutely not." "Oh, come on! Aren't you even a little curious? He's mysterious and brooding and probably cursed. It's like something out of a story!" "This isn't a story, Saphira. This is my life." Her sister's face softened. "I know. I'm sorry. It's just... I wish you could choose. Like the merchant girls who marry for love instead of duty." "Merchant girls don't secure peace treaties." Before Saphira could argue, Draven appeared beside their chairs, moving with that unnatural silence. "Princess Elaria, would you care to take some air? These gatherings can be suffocating." It wasn't really a question. And with half the court watching, she couldn't refuse even if she wanted to. "Of course." The palace gardens were transformed by moonlight. Roses bloomed white and ghost-pale, their perfume heavy on the night air. Fountains trickled somewhere in the darkness. The party's noise faded behind them until it was just the two of them, walking down a path lined with ancient oaks. "Your sister seems spirited," Draven said after a long silence. "She's young enough to still believe in happy endings." "And you're not?" Elaria stopped walking, turning to face him. "I'm realistic enough to know that princesses don't get happy endings. We get strategic alliances and political advantages. We're pieces on a game board, moved wherever we're most useful." "Is that what you think you are? A game piece?" "Aren't I? My father trades me to your kingdom for military support and favorable trade terms. You gain legitimacy through our bloodline. Everyone wins except the people being traded." Draven was quiet for a long moment, his face half-shadowed by moonlight. "You're not wrong." His honesty surprised her. She'd expected platitudes, reassurances, comfortable lies. "At least you're honest about it," she said. "I've never seen the point in lying." He moved closer, and Elaria fought the urge to step back. "But there's something you should know before we go any further with this arrangement." "What?" "The rumors about me—they're not rumors. My father did make a bargain. Something came to my mother in the night, wearing his face. Nine months later, I was born, and she died shortly after. And the things they say I can do?" He raised his hand, and the shadows around them darkened, deepened, moved in ways shadows shouldn't move. "All true." Elaria's breath caught. The darkness coiled around his fingers like living smoke before dissipating. "Why are you telling me this?" "Because you deserve to know what you're agreeing to. I'm not human, not entirely. There's something else in me, something I don't fully control. People fear me for good reason." His amber eyes caught the moonlight. "If you want to refuse this marriage, I'll support you. I'll tell your father the fault is mine. You'll be free." It was a gift. An escape. Everything she'd been dreaming of since the betrothal was announced. But looking at him—at the way he held himself like a man expecting rejection, expecting fear—she found herself asking a different question. "Are you dangerous?" "Extremely." "Have you killed people?" "Yes." "Innocent people?" He hesitated. "I don't know if anyone is truly innocent. But I've killed people who didn't deserve it, if that's what you're asking." She should run. Should scream for the guards. Should take his offer and break the betrothal. Instead, she asked, "Do you want to marry me?" "Want?" He laughed, but there was no humor in it. "I want a lot of things I can't have. But yes, if I'm being honest, I find you... intriguing. Most people can barely look at me. You're standing here having a conversation with something that isn't entirely human, and you're not running." "Maybe I'm tired of running from things I can't change." Elaria surprised herself with the words. "You say you're dangerous. But you know what's really dangerous? Spending your whole life in a cage, never knowing what it's like to make your own choice. So here's mine—I'll marry you. Not because my father demands it, but because I choose it." Draven stared at her like she'd spoken a language he didn't understand. "You don't know what you're choosing." "Then show me." For a moment, she thought he might refuse. Then he reached out, his hand hovering near her face, not quite touching. "Last chance to run, Princess." Elaria didn't run. She closed the distance between them, her hand finding his, warm and solid and real. "I'm not running," she whispered. And somewhere in the darkness beyond the garden, something ancient stirred and smiled.
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