Mia POV
Constant regret and pain. That is how I feel right now. I have failed these children so much and it pains me to know they are hurting because of my doing. When I initially approached Amanda, I promised her I would ensure her mother was better. She had to have her procedure done but I waited for the positive pregnancy test first. The money our lawyer gave her when they moved in, was only enough to buy the necessities.
"It is all my fault. I should have given her the money first. None of this would have happened. Isabella would be in this house with her children right now. What have I done"? I cry in my husband's arms. "Shh there was no way anyone could have known this would happen. The targeted d.rug therapy was supposed to help her for a while. No one knew she would stop taking h
