Jaxon POV
I have not seen Amanda and the boys the whole weekend now and I am kinda missing them. I have been avoiding Amanda mainly because of what she said. I know this whole thing is based on a contract but she did not have to make our children sound like some sort of transaction. Okay, it is but it hurts to know that all she wants is to fulfill the terms of the contract and that is all that's important to her. She doesn't even want to wait until the boys are a bit older before having another baby.I kind of deserve it though. After every bad thing I have ever done, why would I have something good?
Maybe it's time I switched my phone back on and call her to let her know that I will drop by later today. I switch it on and I find 27 missed calls and 50 messages. Most of these are from my
