Last night I stayed with my mate and we consummated our bond. It was horrible, and I’m still in pain today. I didn’t know what to expect, but no conversation with my mom could have properly prepared me for that. My only hope is that it was successful and I will produce an heir quickly, as I’ve never felt more used and less cared for than I did after when he just rolled away from me, not caring how I felt.
Some new clothes were delivered today and while my feelings were hurt by their conversation, it is hard not to admit how beautiful all the dresses are. They provided me with more clothes than I think I could ever actually wear, and said more would be delivered throughout the week.
I had my first training with Queen Judith today. It did not go well. She put me on a high fat diet to
