The feeling of being detested. Haha, isn’t this great? *sigh*. I don’t know why but somehow does it worth of your time on detesting others other’s because of their past history? I don’t want to look weird. I just want others to openly welcomed me with their hearts. Is it that hard to do? I’m not pushing you on much pressure. But I want you to, at least learn how to cherish others when there’s still time. Hmm~, the pathetic girl wants to be sympathized? How should I call this? Sympathetic? Lol. But, nah, never mind that , I don’t care that much. The more I look down to myself, the more people will push me down. I made my mind clear that I, Rose Ardriel, would only cherish myself and nothing else, for this time being.
Currently lying on the ground. Isn’t this a peaceful life that everyone in the society wants to live?
I’ve remember all the past when I was still on my collage school days. Andy was eagerly courting me (I’m not being narcissist but that’s the truth). Since I’m a bookworm, it never appears in my head to enter such relationship. I still couldn’t help but to fall in love. We started dating, going out with friends, parted with couple games, etc. Working togethers school assignments, projects, test exam quiz. Sharing one’s burden and achievement. It was the most happiest days I’ve experience. We’ve been always blessed by elders everywhere, saying that we’re a match made by heavens. Being able to receive some sweet words, receiving love letters from the one you love. Un-secretive relationship between both parties. Enjoying each family’s meet ang greets. Days on family reunion that everyone is present including your lover.