Jane's Love

Something is just needed

I woke up early knowing that my parents went out with their personal servant to the village for dad's brother wake keep.

I remember complaining to them of feeling feverish, mom so caring had offered me pain killer and watched me drink it before they left last night, I know that by now they will be busy preparing for the funeral.

I pulled myself up and walk towards the gas, fiddling with the knobs and opened the valve supplying gas to my bedroom when I was done I stood there staring at it until my legs were incapable of supporting me, then I collapsed on the floor beside my bed, dizzy but was happy because me and my baby with Alex will be together, then afraid as I heard my dad's car horn.

I tried to get up but I felt so sick and dizzy that for a moment I wondered if i was already dead, I closed my eyes, breathing deeply and prayed that I should die before my parents finds me, I thought I heard my mom's voice, with those thoughts I went unconscious.