Elementary crush

6th Grade Chapter 2

April 4 2016 is the last day of school with her. Life was good with her in the Elementary and then suddenly she said that she's going to Nueva ecija to enroll in Junior High School. I was slowly getting sad day by day, knowing that that was the last time I could see her at school but, i didn't lose hope i know we're gonna meet again and 4 years ago we met on the same school again. she came back as promised. she is even better than before the way she looks at me when we met again at school is the cutest thing and that time we're bestfriends and that hurts me even more like how will these things go if she knew i want to take it to another level and i did just go with the flow meeting her ex boyfriends over and over which hurts me too like if she was torturing me all the time since the first time we met and as days goes by i was falling in love with her and knowing that she just want me as her buddy is too depressing i know it hurts but i got to move on because how can she fall in love in a guy like me and after 9 months of being her buddy i've decided to let her know my true feelings for her and suddenly she got a lover that time and the conversation got too personal and deep we're talking about how can we make this work, i tried to convince her that i love her since the first day and she said "you can't do anything about it we're just friends not lovers" and that words she said broke my heart to pieces i lost everything especially her because she chose that man over me, i can't blame her because i was too late and i realized im not her ideal guy that's why she didn't chose me and at that time i had to do something flipped a switch in me, and i put all of my sadness and depression into motivation that being the best version of myself was gonna take her back.I train Muay Thai. I go to the gym. I work. I have studied repeatedly for 3 years and then at senior high school i met her again but without her lover and i did talk to her and she openly said some things that man did to her when im gone and i looked at her straight in the eyes and said "im gonna beat the hell out of this guy" and moving on to the present i didn't know that that guy who is her ex lover is my classmate so i think that was a destiny not a coincidence and he tried to talk to me over her he's saying bad things to her etc... and i was silence all the time controling my feelings my anger i had a voice in my head that says "now's not the best time" so i did behave and go with the flow i know what i did was wrong because i was silent at the time he was talking sh*t about her and i waited and i waited patiently at the right time i'm sitting at a bench in our schoool and suddenly the two came across and that guy said some appropriate things that i didn't like and he slapped her in the face. and that was when my eyes and mind go dark something is talking in my mind that says "beat him up" and i walked towards him and he says "she's so annoying" and i straightly punch him in the face and a roundhouse kick to his chest and continuously punch his face while he's laying down on the floor and the people at our school seeing us fighting and they didn't stop the fight instead they cheering me because i protected my love and so i did beat him up with a broken nose and a c***k on his rib the fight ended up in a police station and i stated everything i said "4 years ago 2019 where you get her sweet yes for you to become her boyfriend that was meant for me and you just slap her in front of me i did this to you because you deserve it and because you stole her from me she was my world and you stole it!! " he was silent the whole time with a blood dripping off of his face and she came in hugged me in front of her mother and father and said "i am sorry for everything i've done to you last few years" and my tears drop the moment she hugged me tightly while saying those words i hugged her back and forgave her. and after that day i went to school and almost all of the students looks at me with fear and they all try to stay away from me, and as i walk into the room all my classmates are silenced because that guy is on that room too. So, to remove the awkwardness, I talked to him again, as I walked towards him. He was in fear when I approached him and said it all. That time i was thinking I knew that my actions like this are not worth it but I didn't want to see my girl crying and abused in front of me, and after i approached him, I looked at him dead in the eye and said "don't you dare hurt her again. This time i will kill you." and he said "I'm sorry for doing that i promise i won't do it again" and then i walked away and sat down until it was the end of the class and i meet up with her at the convenience store and we talked about the fight and she said "thank you for having my back if you were not there he would've done more than a slap" and i said "if you chose me 4 years ago i wouldn't have to be like this" and she said " i realized that i didn't gave you a chance to prove yourself to me" and i said "no need to worry about it that was 4 years ago why taking it back" and she said "i want to be with you after our argument 4 years ago i was too sad and confused about my feelings for you" and i said "so back then you liked me too but why didn't you said it" and she said "i was afraid that i'll lose our friendship that's why i chose to stay like that" and that was the time that i asked her what if we continue our lost love and she said "i thought you wont love me like before after what happened" and i said "i don't care about what happened and what will happen i chose to be with you since the first day we met" and now were together and counting i was finally happy and at peace that that was the first and last fight and i promised her that i wont make her feel unloved and we're finally together now it is time to put and end to this story because im gonna make more memories and moments with her and if she's gonna find this site and sees this story in the future i just wanted you to know that even you're not perfect you will always be my woman I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.