[Christmas] After our dinner, Duke cuffed me again here in the bed. He left me here because he has to do something that I don't know. I didn't even feel myself that I really ate because I can't feel the satisfactory of my tummy. I still feel hungry. The dinner wasn't that pleasure at all. I am cursing him the whole time of dinner on my mind maybe that is why I'm still hungry. I shouldn't have come here alone in the first place. I wasn't here if I only listen to Carlos. Damn me for being stubborn! I want to call him but I can't find my bag where I putted Carlos's phone. Duke might have it and place it somewhere or in the other room of this house. The phone has a lock so if ever he sees it inside my bag, he can't still open it. But I hope Carlos don't call at his phone. It will probably g

