CHAPTER TWO
LENNON
My words come out ragged. I want to trust him more than anything, but I know his past. I saw the countless nameless women he brought home before and after I moved in. He was a classic fuckboy. Honestly, this shouldn’t surprise me as much as it has. Actually, I’m shocked he hasn’t knocked up some random chick before this, but hell, why did it have to be her? What bothers me the most is the jealousy that courses through me when I think about it. I have no right to feel that way, no claim on him, which only irritates me more. Between this and the stress of seeing my parents, it’s the only constants I have.
With everything that’s happened this year, I feel like the universe is constantly shitting on me. Nothing has been easy or worked in my favor. Each time I think I migh
