Dalawang bagay lang naman ang pumasok sa isip ko when I realized na si Raius pala ang bisita sa kabilang bahay. Una, is he stalking me? Sya ba ang naramdaman ko na sumusunod sa akin the last few weeks kaya ramdam ko na ganoon, thus, I employed Zandro again?
Second thing is that, I think he really planned this through. Na mapalapit ulit sa akin to be able to know things about me again.
But whenever I think the fact na sa huli ay susuko rin pala sya agad without even really trying because he thinks he doesn’t deserve to be in my life again, a part of me wishes that he could have still tried. I can always tell myself na sinaktan nya ako ng todo but at the end of the day, when I learned the explanation and what happened, it did not erase the fact that it happened but somehow, alam ko na it
