I need to find him
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Let me warn you,I won't be responsible for your disappearance or loss,infact to me you are as good as dead already but I don't want people thinking I'm being wicked or hostile to you
When next you are going to die ,remember to publicise it that it is your decision,do you hear me? Sophie couldn't help the hot tears cascading down her cheeks at the harsh words spoken to her by her aunt Stephanie.
Sophie was just seven when her mum passed away and ever since then,Stephanie didnt hide her disdain and hatred for Sophie,her aunt blames her for her mother's death.
As bitter as the truth was,her aunt is kind of right to some extent.
she blames herself as well.
If only she had not demanded that her mum take her to the garden that day...
If only she had known what was there that day,she wouldn't have talked her loving mother to it,but she did and the events that followed is something Sophie always recount with tears in her eyes...That event made everyone dread the once beautiful garden leaving it bushy and abandoned for years
Since then Sophie made it an habit to sneak to the garden whenever her aunt reminded her how her irresponsible father turned her sister to a nature lover by introducing Sophie's mum to the garden where they play hide and seek and express their love for each other.
Your d**k of a father abandoned my sister after knocking her up in the garden,Stephanie continue yelling outside Sophie's door.
She was the star and sunshine of this town, everyone had high expectations for her until she ruined herself to that godforsaken man
He left her with a pregnancy and shattered dreams,but your mother never stopped loving him,she will sneak to the garden early in the morning maybe one day Jason will miraculously show up,but what? she lost herself.She lost her life there!Stephanie sniffles and laments
It's his fault I lost the only one who truly cares about me
She would have been a lawyer and help me be a doctor
That was our dream,we had it all planned out until that Jason showed up and ruin all our lives a d dream
Jason? that is her father's name.
Sophie know better than to ask her aunt anything about her father
That will only open another chapter of insults and blames
Aunt says he abandoned my mum,that can only mean one thing,he never loved her as much as my mum did,and he can't love me either.
Sophie couldn't help but wonder what it would have looked like,if her father came back for her mother
Would he be happy he had a daughter or he will deny her? but the reality of the situation is,her father does not even know she exist,he left before her mother could know she is pregnant.
Now I know his name but where do I start from,there are thousands of Jasons in the world,I need more clue to find the Jason that my mother loved so much that she could sacrifice her life for him....
I need to find him,even if everyone else I'm this town sees me as a cursed child that killed her mother,my father will see me differently and show me the love I craves so much
I will continue going to the garden like my mother,Sophie said
if nature won't bring my father,it should take me to join my mother the same way it took her from me
I need to find him...
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