Her chosen mate (The change series 2)

Chapter 21: Getting closer

Natasha

When I had been stuck with that vile mutt I had been so scared. He was more dangerous than he appeared, he’d started beating me and I realised he got off on it, I’d seen him grow an e.rection through his trousers.

I’d never felt fear like I did when he tore my shirt open along with my bra, I felt so helpless and humiliated, which was what he wanted, he wanted to make me suffer as a woman, wanted a daughter to pay for the sins of her father, even though my father had every right to kill his brother, the one who first bit mum, the one who was going around giving the bite to young women, trying to turn them, but only succeeding in killing them.

I felt safe now, laying beside Kai, his familiar scent filling my nose, his warmth holding me and chasing away the chill. He’d saved me.

The following day I was mostly healed by the evening, Kai didn’t leave my side, it was sweet, and for the first time I dared to believe that maybe he liked me more than just as a friend.

Dad and mum were all over me too, especially dad, his wolf mind made him more protective than normal, he kept checking me for any injuries he may have missed, even checked my blood pressure and everything.

Everything was calm the next few weeks, we realised the mutt had the camera recording when Kai had come in and attacked him, so we uploaded that, now every werewolf would know it wasn’t just dad that was the psychopath to watch out for, there was more than one in this pack now, his second in command. Kai was ready, dad had said.

Kai was sitting in the living room with me and Amber one night, drinking when I got a text from Charlie. : Hey, babe, I think me and you should give it another go, I screwed up our first date, but I’d like to try and make it up to you if you’ll give me another chance x.

Amber went out to get Kai another beer, she had found out today that she was pregnant so it was soft drinks for her. We’d already celebrated with Leo and everyone else earlier, now it was just us three, Leo had to go do some work for his company, and dad had—gag—taken mum upstairs to their room for alone time. Brett and Joey had gone back to their own homes a few doors down.

While Amber went to the kitchen, Kai heard the text and asked. “Who’s that?”

My eyes grew wide, did I tell him? Would he care? What were we? I didn’t know, he hadn’t asked me out on any more dates, and he hadn’t kissed me since our first kiss either.

He saw my face and frowning, leaned over and plucked the phone from my hand. He looked down at it and his face grew unreadable. “You want to?” He asked.

“Date Charlie?”

“Yeah.”

Amber walked back in. “Aw, Kai, you’re cute when you’re all jealous.”

“I’m not jealous.”

“You so are, you were in a foul mood when Charlie took her on that date, lost your s.hit when Reese was being creepy.”

“He deserved it,” he replied defensively.

“He did, but boy did you go to town on him and then the mutt, holy s.hit I’ve never seen anyone go that nuts, well, except maybe Grayson.”

“Shut up,” he rolled his eyes.

“There’s nothing wrong with admitting you have feelings for Natasha.”

“I don’t.”

“Good, then you won’t mind her saying yes to going on another date with Charlie. Here, Natasha, I’ll text Charlie for you.” She took the phone and started typing when Kai grabbed it from her hand. “Alright, f.ucking hell!” He snapped.

“Alright what?” She grinned.

He glared at her, but said, “I like Natasha.”

“As a friend?”

“Amber, I swear if you—”

“As a friend?” She insisted.

He sighed, almost making it a growl. “No, as a mate, I want her as my mate and I don’t want to share her.”

“Well don’t tell me, tell her!”

He looked to me and said, “I want you as a mate, I don’t want to rush things, I’m still figuring out my feelings, I’ve never been in an actual relationship before, but if you can be patient with me, I’d like to try and date you properly.”

Grinning, I nodded. “Ok.”

He bit his lip making it look so hot and said, “just me and you, I don’t want you dating anyone else.”

I nodded, and then knowing his track record I said, “Same, I want you only dating me, no kissing other females or having s**x or flirting or—” he reached over and kissed me on the lips. “Ok, deal.”

We did date, too, for a good six weeks before we got to the point we were at now. I was currently laying down on his bed, we were kissing, with tongues, he was showing me how to. “Am I doing it right?” I mumbled.

“Mmhm, perfect, love,” he murmured. He called me that all the time these days, love, it made me so happy because I knew he didn’t call anyone else that, this endearing name was just for me.

He was so much more experienced than me, was used to so much more, he started kissing me harder, his hand running up and down my thighs, he slid it under my top, running his fingers along my waist, my stomach, higher, his lips moving to my neck. It felt good having him all over me, but I also panicked, I wasn’t ready for so much all at once.

He grabbed my b.reast and squeezed it over my bra. “f***k, your t.its are so good, they’re so big,” he moaned. “I’d love to suck your t.its.” He moved down and started kissing his way up my stomach.

“Kai?” I whispered. He was too into it and carried on kissing me, touching me. “Kai!” I panicked, a whimper in my voice. He stopped and looked up at me. “What’s wrong?”

“I don’t know,” I whispered, my voice trembling, I felt like such a turn off, he was used to confident sexy women who knew what they were doing, not someone like me, a prude like Charlie had called me. Boring.

He stroked a stray curl from my face and smiled softly down at me. “It’s ok, baby, I was a bit heavy there with the petting and kissing, I’ll tone it down.”

“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be boring,” I barely whispered the words, only his wolf hearing let him hear me.

He shook his head and cupped my cheek in his hand. “No, love, you’re not boring at all, you take all the time you need, alright?”

I nodded. He kissed me softly and said, “I mean it, there’s no rush, and honestly, all the building up to it will make it so f.ucking incredible when it finally does happen,” he grinned.

I smiled shyly, feeling better and said, “still kiss me?”

“Of course I can still kiss you,” he grinned, he kissed me passionately and sensuously, he was really good at kissing, he kissed along my neck too, making me feel wet down below, I loved the feel of his lips on my skin, his tongue, tracing his way slowly over my neck, nibbling and biting and sucking on it. I could get used to this.