Her chosen mate (The change series 2)

Chapter 23: Love is in the air

Natasha

I liked having Kai all over me, he turned me on so much, and I was glad he’d encouraged me to try grinding and now letting him touch me over my panties, it felt so good. Only fear of the unknown was holding me back.

When he said I could touch him too my eyes grew wide. “How?”

He laid back and said, “I’ll just lay here and let you explore, you can touch it and play with it. Here,” he undid his belt and then the buttons on his jeans. “Pull it out.” His voice was husky, which I knew now meant he was turned on.

Nervously and shyly I pulled him out of his jeans. He felt so warm and hot in my hands, smooth yet hard at the same time, and it looked so big. “Having fun?” He grinned as I stroked it and tugged on it experimentally. “Yes, but it looks so big, how can that fit inside me?”

“It will trust me.”

“I’ll die, I’m really small down there.”

His eyes darkened at my words. “Yeah? You really tight baby?”

I nodded blushing, and he got on top of me. “f***k, let’s have s**x, I’ll be so gentle with you, I promise.”

“Kai?”

“Yep, I know, sorry.” He sat back against the headboard and I smiled, it made me feel so desirable to know I had this effect on him.

He kept looking over at me and I laughed, “what?”

“You’re gorgeous, and f***k do you smell good.”

Ah, I was in heat, that’s why he was struggling more than normal, I smelt extra good to his wolf nose.

He was making me feel so attractive and desirable that I was feeling brave. I straddled his lap and tried my best to sound seductive when I said, “I could do with your help, being in heat is driving me crazy.”

I barely finished speaking the sentence when he had me on my back. “I know just the thing,” he grinned.

He tugged my panties down, and I expected him to climb on top of me, but he lowered his head between my legs making me blush like crazy, then I gasped from pleasure I’d never known when he started licking me and tasting me down there. It felt so good!

I was moaning and writhing as he used his mouth on me, he sure as hell knew how to use that tongue. I was close and moaned, “stop, I want to have s.ex.”

He looked up at me. “Really? We don’t have to, I don’t want to push you into anything.”

“I want to, get up here.”

Grinning, he climbed on top of me. He kissed me first, taking his time and being sweet with me, helping me to relax into it, and then he very gently and carefully slid inside of me.

“Oh f***k, you feel so f.ucking good,” he moaned. He started thrusting, “it’s so tight, you’re so tight,” he groaned, but stopped moving when he saw me wincing in pain. “S.hit, I’m so sorry, do you want me to stop?”

“No, just be a little more gentle, bet you’ve never been gentle before have you,” I teased.

“Nope, but I will for you, I love you Natasha.”

My eyebrows rose, it was the first time he’d told me that. He smiled down at me tenderly. “I know this is the worst time to say it, every man declares his love while in the throes of passion,” he rolled his eyes and I laughed.

“But I mean it, I love you so much, I have for a long time now, I just kept coming up with all these excuses, or playing it off as to why I was moody when you were close to Charlie, or beating the c.rap out of Reese and that mutt, but it was all for you because I love you so much, and I should have told you sooner.”

I smiled happily. “I love you too, but I think everyone has known that for years now,” I laughed.

“Lucky me,” he grinned.

“Lucky you,” I agreed teasingly.

He moved more gently inside of me, and slowly it grew pleasurable, until he was able to thrust enough that he brought us both to climax. “Kai, oh god! Kai!” I screamed, and he slapped a hand over my mouth to keep me quieter.

Still thrusting in me, he panted, “quiet baby, your daddy’s going to kill me for ruining you.”

I giggled at that, and then I grew turned on again as I watched Kai moving above me, sweating, muscles rippling, then moaning and growling as he came in me.

“That was amazing,” he grinned, laying beside me in bed.

“Really?” I laughed.

“Hell yeah, you’re so tight and wet, you’re gorgeous, and it’s definitely better doing it with someone you love, a lot quicker too.”

“Quicker?”

“Usually, I last hours in bed.”

“Oh, well, that’s kind of hot you can last so long, but I’m glad you didn’t, or I’d be so sore, I already feel a little sore,” I grinned.

“Come here,” he pulled me into his arms and held me, giving me silly little kisses all over my face.

“I’m glad I lost my virginity to you,” I smiled.

“Me too, thank you babe,” he smiled and kissed me.

I was so happy and loved up with him, we made love most days after my first time, but as always with life, it didn’t stay perfect.

Another month passed, and although we were having s**x now, I was still too shy to do anything more than lovemaking in missionary. He never complained, he never asked for more, and he never made me feel like he wanted more, but Charlie’s words had left a mark when he’d called me boring, and now I was worrying if Kai thought I was, I wanted him to know I wasn’t, I had quite a lot of fantasies actually, but I was just too shy to admit them to him or ask for them.

I admit I struggled with his job as a stripper, I was slowly getting used to it, and once even found myself turned on watching him dance with another female dancer on stage, I’d liked the dominant act they’d performed, liked how he had her on the floor and moved sexually on top of her, I really liked how he had used the chains on her wrists to lead her out on stage and dance up against her, dominant and confident, it had been incredibly hot, and I was really surprised when I’d found it just as hot seeing them switch roles, him wearing a choker around his neck with a chain lead attached, her using the lead to control him, walk him around on stage and dance against him sexually and however she wanted, one, he looked sexy as hell in the choker and lead, two, it was hot seeing him act submissive for someone, I couldn’t imagine him being submissive, least of all for me.

I knew Kai had been an omega like me, but I’d never experienced him being submissive or timid like me, sensitive yes, but never submissive, as an adult I’d only ever seen him act like a dominant wolf because by then he’d been close to being dads second in command, and now he finally had the job.

I kept wondering if I could ever be brave enough to dominate him, to control him in bed, if I’d ever be able to stop being shy around him, never did I expect things to happen the way they did, that everything we’d built would come crashing down.

I was back at college and at first, things seemed normal, but then I started to feel like I was being watched. Whenever I looked around I could never find or even smell anything suspicious, no werewolf scent, nothing out of the ordinary.

I tried to brush it off, but then I noticed a blonde woman looking over at me, it was the third time I’d seen her hanging around, of course, she could very well just be another student, but I’d not seen her going to any classes.

I wouldn’t have thought much of it except for the fact she was really beautiful, women like that took no notice of me. I squinted my eyes looking harder at her and I realised she looked familiar. Claire, the woman who had been talking with Kai outside of the cinema before we’d started dating.

At five, ten with long legs and blonde bouncy waves of hair that fell around her face and stopped just above her waist, she had supermodel looks, her porcelain skin made her appear doe like, and I cursed the fact she would look more suited on Kai’s arm than me. Her green eyes kept glancing over towards me and I didn’t understand why. At one point our eyes met, and she quickly turned her head and rushed off, away from the college. What the hell had she been doing here?