I hate you! I love you!

chapter six

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A couple hour later Catarina sat there, her body aches but she knew she be okay. Catarina didn’t want to scare her brother, she had worse from Frank, this wasn’t the first time he touched her, or hit her but she never let him near the boys, she knew it selfish but she didn’t care, she never tell Parker because she could read him like a book and he just feel overwhelming guilt and be angry. Catarina look down and stitching her shoulder blade up, she bites down on the ripped top, she wasnt about to fork out on a medical bills, given they weren’t cheep and it wasn’t first time she been shot. catarina careful with it, she shock her head. catarina wanted to keep all it from Parker, to him there mother just a b*tch and step father drinks himself to sleep and that was how she prefered it to be. catarina moved her phone seeing text “I am on way home! Be there in ten!” Catarina moved up sh*t, she look to the bruises on her throat and throws the blood soaked top into the basket, she looked and see her brother nust of called him, spyro he always called Parker when worried or scared. catarina looked up moving a clean long sleeved top on pulling it down as she pulls her hair free from the bun. catarina knew she had to rushed around, the text meant he was jusr down the road and he just end up leaving his dreams and take them all like a hero. catarina moved the spare baggy clothes out the draw, she kept spare in case boys hide in her room, she pulls the jumper on and jogging bottom wincing the bruises on her body and scars from secret she kept from her brother including the one she never spread to a soul about James Novak. Catarina pushed down the felling eating at her, and moved the makeup as she gently and goes fast. catarina applied it to her throat, glad she cleaned the blood off her body, she knew if she told a soul her brother would be in pain and Parker would never of gotten into that UNI. catarina shock her head as she hear the door knocking. Catarina checks her reflection and messed with her hair, she seen the boys huddled on her bed sleeping, she didn’t mind if her brother blamed her she good with it. Catarina moved out the bathroom, she let the boys sleep in her bed, she reassured them all either way. Catarina walked downstairs and opened the door four huge men one her brother, his panic look said it all, he leans and says “what happened?!” Catarina glairs as she see the three men but him, him Novak she turned to her brother and shock her head as she give him a look and nods, she was going to play this like she always does, cold look as she says “Parker, I was in shower boys are in my room and it was neighbours boys they always shooting at sh*t, mom came home fell in kitchen broke sh*t and argued with Paul and i went down got him to leave, why the fu×k you with a Novak!” Parker knew she lying just not sure about what, Asher look to Knox who put up the chair properly, he never been here they all could tell that as Parker says “Catarina!” Catarina look seriously, then again he didn’t know half the sh*t she was hiding, the reason he got out, the reason she knew James and what she did as a job in return he would touch her family or her brother, she still enraged as she says “No why the living fu×k you with a piece of sh*t Novak, you not in rich clothes prick what daddy cut you off after finding out about how you went slumming with big t*ts blondie! she do what she did to the last rich f*ck too tried to get pregnant!” They all froze and Lenox smirks he always liked her fire, she had a bite and bark, her jaw tickled a little. Knox knew she was right but he hadn’t been cut off he walked away wanted to do something for himself, his mother wasn’t around no more left him money he up left for UNI , he see the blood on her sleeve she lying about something and part of him wanted to call her out, her brother says “what happened got nothing to do with any of us…!” Catarina gestured, her brother scoff and point to his muscles and back and she rolls her eyes she taken bigger men, although frank always beat her down each time, she says “fine you know everyone here Cat, he came along so meh!” lenox smirks and look to there best friend little sister and he couldn’t help but adore her he says “I love you got a bite in you like your brother!” Catarina pushed the pain down as he hugged her, her brother look to him knowing his sister hated people touching her always had as Lenox pulls back and Catarina says “I am not a big fan of hugs lenox, you can check I mean it nothing happened Parker… they throw sh*t and leave maybe Novak there can go fill daddy in on that I am sure he love to tell the entire town that too!” Parker say her name in warning, he wanted to see boys before they crash at hotel, he knew the guys here a no not with his mom wondering hands, he look to them and says “go sit down I want to see my brother, then we can go to the hotel!” Catarina pushed Novak and he snicker, she let go rolling her eyes and walked off down to the kitchen to move the gun, they all followed her and Asher says “whoa sh*t, cat put the gun down!” Catarina turns the three of them ducked, she rolls her eyes sh*t she told her brother it was next door she says “It fake moron!” Lenox knew what real gun was his, he shock it out his memories looking to the little liar and knew she hiding it from her brother, he says “I know what a real gun look like love!” Catarina didn’t care she just tell her brother some other lie, she moved up on side and they moved frozen how she get up there, she placed it up and turns and jumps down and says “whatever go sit down in the front room, there glass on the floor!” All three of them caught it blood on the cupboard and froze, Knox look to her she lied to her brother, she moved the sweeping pan and brush and crouched cleaning it up and look up they all had a look she didn’t care for as Parker come down, she see Asher eyes flicker and see the dame blood and got up moving the sponge and wipes down the corner must have been when her shoulder hit it, she stood up dropping it, Asher says “truth, what happened?!” Catarina cleans it and look back and she drops it inside and sighs, she didn’t have time, she didn’t owe them nothing she knew her brother friend nice to know he didn’t give her Novak number properly because she curse him out, and his blood line except Spyro she adored him. Catarina says “I told him what f*ck*ng happened Ash… he paranoid every time Spryo or twins call him he tries to rush home, he need to stop doing it, it fine here! as for the gun it safety we don’t all get to live with a golden spoon up our arse! Knox” Knox jaw tickled she knew nothing about his life, it p*ss*d him off not even her brother assumed riches meant you had a good home life, he wasn’t bring it up with her though, she used it against him, her brother knew, he found out turns out he knew what his old man did to him, when he came by to ask for him to drop it all. Parker come in and says “everything good, boys are fine think it just scared them!” Catarina smiles, yeah it perfectly fine she grabs his older brother top and kissed his cheek and pulls back she says “yes Parker stop being paranoid… if anything bad happened you know I call you, know go to hotel because mom at hen party and we don’t want a little Arrow around!” Her brother snicker and nods, he see the little bit of mess, she must still be cleaning it, she slaps his hand and says “go you all look tired and I know I am, come by tomorrow with out your bodyguard and the trash!” Parker say her name in a warning tone, she smiles her head killing she tired her brother hugs her and Lenox, all three of them saw pain flicker in her eyes as he pulls back and it gone she smiles and Knox says “there was a gun on the floor!” Parker head snapped to her so fast he look around for a bullet whole or something as he look and she wanted to throttle his friend, he see the window and says “the truth this moment” Parker glair she knew it meant he not leaving till he knows but she always been good at lying as she moved her hair and says “I don’t know truth I was in the dame shower, he left okay mom hit her arm and I got her up and she f*ck*d off, but thank know the rich prick there and your friends can go tell world that Paul defo cant handle his whisky and tried to kill mom, I doubt he be back anyway he always f*ck off, when p*ss*d!” They all froze, she getting defences the pure anger and hate in her eyes, Catarina hear that ringing in her ears she felt the judgment she shout f*ck, she turns and storming off, Parker says "Guys go to the hotel without me, I got my own hotel key and ill take the family truck!” He knew his sister he knew she hated people knowing of what goes on in the home, because last guy who did was James and he tried to blackmail there mother with it, Asher look to him and says “You sure bro always here after you saved my sister, were like family” Parker knew that but Cat always had her issues and opened up wad one of them, he smiles and says “yeah trust me, ill talk to her she tell me everything!” Knox look from the whole, she didn’t look happy being called out, and he knew that she had issues everyone did, he had them himself the reason she hit that wall is another reason