REFINED ROMANCE

He is insecure

Nothing was said between the two of us. Just the whisper of the wind and heat emanating from sweat soaked bodies. Fingers pressing into my back as I moved on top of him, picking up pace. He moaned, biting his lips, pink . And I moved in for a kiss. One so deep, it was breathtaking. I think we almost fainted from actions of love making that collapsed us. Because from the moment he came hard, possibly harder than me, legs wrapped around my waist, Liam cried out my name. A long note that unearthed waves of passion from within me. he shook and twisted, balled fists pressing into my shoulders, chest heaving. Head thrown back.

And I kissed his neck softly, reveling in the moment by just seeing exactly how the man could react to my touches. Everything. Even when we sat up, and he grind our hips together; it was amazing. Powerful to say the least. Hisbdick driving into me soo hard , wetting the sheet beneath us, we came together. Wrapped in each others arms and shaking. His mouth closing around my left shoulder, trying to muffle hoarse screams.

I don't know when I passed out but it was probably when we lay on our sides and he started to sing to me. It's pretty weird as it might sound. But I dared him to sing Love Me Like You Do by Ellie Goulding because a vehicle passed down below playing that same song. And it was a ridiculous order but one that was followed anyway. The way he sang was so sexy. The huskiness of his voice tingling my insides. His teeth grazing along my jawline, fingers running through my wet hair.

Waking up beside him was the most beautiful thing I had ever experienced in my entire life.

He was so soft next to me, legs wrapped around my waist. Slightly lying on top of my body, face nuzzled into my hair. I easily pressed a kiss onto him forehead and smiled because the guys used to talk about it. How they had experienced it and loved it. So now it was my turn to become a human pillow. I was literally squeezed whilst he moaned upon my face. His breath tickling my right ear and making me tremble. All of him was felt because he was still naked. Both of us. And the sunlight drifting through the window as warmer than ever.

It was 6:30.

Yeah, my body had an alarm clock somehow. I either woke up at exactly that time or seven. And it was no joke. Untangling myself quietly and gently, I tried to get away. He woke up with a start as soon as my feet touched the red carpet. Brown eyes wide, lips parted.

"I'm..." I shrugged, staring at how cute he appeared even after just waking up, "just...you know."

"Don't leave," his voice was so hoarse. I smiled. Pawing the sheet, Liam sat up.He scrubbed her cheeks. "I'll lend you clothes to go to work."

"Really?" I gazed at him and wanted to touch him . I so wanted to do it. But I swallowed hard instead. "I mean, it's no problem. I can get over to my apartment in time to -"

"No," his hand gestured for me to move closer. "It is okay. Really. Come back to me."

"How about I make us coffee?" I suggested, smiling a bit.

But instead he gave me this look that spoke an entirely different story. Silence elapsed between us. I stared back.

"Don't do this to me."

I frowned. Traffic barely moved by outside. Not a sound. "I'm sorry?"

"You're regretting it."

I was shocked from the horrified look on her face. "No! I'm not...I don't regret it. Trust me."

"Then why are you keeping distance like this?" his voice trembled and I couldn't understand what was happening. Suddenly he looked so vulnerable and weak again like last night, it made my heart ache. "I wasn't good enough."

"Are you kidding me?" I moved closer and sat upon the bed. My fingers brushed through his hair. "You were amazing. So amazing, I had the best dreams ever."

Shoulders hunched, his head was lowered, "forgive me. I'm slightly insecure still. About...love."

"Don't be, babe." Pulling him close, he was hugged tightly. I kissed the top of his head and felt warm fingers play with mine upon the bed, squeezing them gently. "I'm not her and I'm not anyone else. I'm just me."

"Yes but are you sure about...us?"

"Is there an us?" I knew my cheeks were flushed. Possibly a maddening smile was on my face right then. "I don't want to be a rebound. Although it was really a hot experience to begin with."

"You're not a rebound," he avoided my question. "I have stopped loving her more than two months now. I don't think I ever loved her to begin with. I started to fall in love with you."

"From just...seeing me," I couldn't quite process it still. Am I the only one who finds that kind of unbelievable? "We never spoke to each other, yet you -"

"Saw you from across the room many times, I stood in my office and noticed you," he took my hand and held it, "and I knew that there was something about you. Something I felt."

"Just as I would look at your name and imagined you were sexy as hell."

"Did I live up to that expectation?" his face upturned. He gazed at me.

"More than live up to it. You wowed me."

"Good," a kiss was pressed onto my jaw. He bit me softly and held his teeth just there.

"If you want to eat me or something, then at least let me take a shower first," I laughed and he did as well.

"So do you live here alone or what, where does your son live ",I asked out of curiosity.

"He is with his mother but we do share ,I was planning of getting custody of him ,he said getting into the shower with me following him .

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