Victoria Becker narrating:
I had a bad night, I didn't sleep at all. Helena didn't sleep well either, she spent the whole night tossing and turning.
Eliza and Madison stayed to sleep, they put a mattress on the floor of my room and slept, Helena slept with me in bed. My mother-in-law didn't call, which makes me even more anxious to know how Marius is doing.
My breasts feel sore, they were full, Helena almost doesn't breastfeed anymore, and it ends up being left to Marius, he loved the idea of having the breasts just for him, I don't really like using the pump, so my daughter will have to help me with that.
I take Helena in my lap and lower my shirt, exposing my breast.
— Come on my love, help mommy — I said, bringing my breast to her lips.
I sigh in relief when she starts sucking.
