Alisson Avellar narrating:
One more day!
Today is Wednesday, and I want the week to be over soon.
At the same time that I am angry with him, the desire...
Every day, every minute locked in that room with Cristian makes me want him, I can't help it, every moment the rational part of my brain reminds me that Brandon doesn't deserve this.
I'm a disgrace... my fiancé doesn't deserve this, but it's impossible to avoid.
I try so hard not to look at Cristian, I always remember the way he treated me and the nights I cried asking myself what was wrong with me...
Why didn't he like me? why didn't he want me? Was I ugly?
He looked at all women and desired them... except me.
That motherfucker was ignoring me and I was still chasing after him like a puppy.
I think I'm a masochist, I only like
