Selene POV
The silence after my outburst weighed heavier than chains. I hadn’t meant to sound so raw, so desperate—but the truth had clawed its way out before I could stop it.
Kieran didn’t move. His eyes, storm-gray and merciless, lingered on me as if peeling away every defense I had left. My chest rose and fell too quickly, betraying the frantic beat of my heart. I wanted to run, but some traitorous part of me wanted to stay, wanted to know what it would feel like if I didn’t resist him.
“Selene…” His voice was low, a growl wrapped in restraint. “Do you even know what you’re doing to me?”
I swallowed hard, my throat dry. “I—”
But before I could finish, he closed the distance between us. His hand shot out, not rough but not gentle either, gripping the side of my neck. My pulse leapt under his thumb, betraying me.
The bond sparked alive, a magnetic force dragging me into him. Heat rolled off his body, flooding me, searing me.
“Kieran…” I whispered, my lips trembling as his face lowered, shadows and moonlight tangling in his features.
Then he kissed me.
It wasn’t soft. It wasn’t careful. It was fire meeting wildfire—consuming, unrelenting. My lips parted beneath the force of his, and a ragged sound escaped me, half gasp, half surrender. The taste of him was salt and smoke, something primal that made my knees threaten to buckle.
I clutched his shirt, not out of desire to push him away, but to keep myself standing. The world spun, the air thick with the mate bond’s pull.
For one stolen second, I let it happen. I let the bond wrap around me like a chain I didn’t want to break.
And Goddess, it felt like home.
But then the guilt stabbed through the haze. My mother’s voice whispered in the back of my mind—never trust an Alpha. My past reminded me what happened when I gave in too easily.
I tore myself back, my lips burning, my chest heaving. “No,” I whispered, though it sounded more like a plea than defiance. “We can’t—”
Kieran’s eyes blazed, wolf and man fighting for dominance. His jaw tightened, his hands flexing like he didn’t trust himself to let go.
“You think you can deny this?” His words were a snarl, but his voice cracked under it, revealing something far more dangerous than anger—vulnerability. “You think I can?”
I couldn’t answer. My throat closed, and I stumbled back, pressing a shaking hand to my lips as if that could erase the fire still burning there.
For a heartbeat, neither of us moved. The tension stretched, sharp enough to cut. Then he turned abruptly, his breath harsh.
“Get some rest,” he bit out, as though the kiss hadn’t just torn us both open. “You’ll need your strength.”
He stormed toward the door, shoulders rigid, leaving me trembling and furious at myself—for wanting him, for needing him, for not being strong enough to let go.
I sank onto the bed, clutching my knees, the taste of him still haunting my mouth. No matter how hard I tried to deny it, the truth was clear.
I was falling.
And it terrified me.
Kieran POV
The moment I left her chamber, I slammed the door harder than I should have. My wolf clawed at me, howling, demanding I go back, demanding I claim what was ours.
But I couldn’t. Not now. Not when everything was spiraling.
I pressed my palms against the cold stone wall of the corridor, trying to steady the storm inside me. My lips still burned with the memory of her kiss—her taste, her sound, the way her body melted against mine before she tore away.
Goddess, she was driving me mad.
“Alpha.”
Ronan’s voice snapped me out of it. He approached with his usual caution, though his eyes flicked to the door behind me. He wasn’t stupid. He’d seen the tension brewing between Selene and me long before I’d admit it.
“What is it?” I growled, more harshly than intended.
He crossed his arms. “Scouts report movement along the northern border. Bloodclaw wolves. Small numbers, testing the perimeter.”
My rage found a new target. Elias. That bastard was circling, taunting me, daring me to make a mistake.
“They won’t stop until they draw us out,” Ronan continued. “And with Selene here—”
“Don’t.” My tone cut sharp. The thought of Elias even thinking about Selene made my wolf bristle. “She stays under my protection. He won’t touch her.”
Ronan studied me carefully. “Kieran… are you sure this is about protection? Or is it about something else?”
My hands curled into fists. He knew. Of course he knew.
“She’s dangerous,” I said finally, forcing the words through clenched teeth. “The Council’s right about that much. But she’s also mine. And that…” My voice dropped, low and rough. “That I can’t ignore.”
Ronan’s brow furrowed, but he didn’t push. He knew better. He simply nodded once. “Then we need to be ready. If Elias makes a move, it won’t be a small one.”
I dismissed him with a curt nod, but as he walked away, the truth clawed at me.
No strategy, no preparation could protect me from the real danger.
Not Elias.
Selene.
Because every time I looked at her, I wanted to give in. Every time I breathed her in, I wanted to abandon reason, abandon control.
And tonight, I almost had.
I stalked to my chambers, pacing like a caged animal. My wolf’s voice was relentless in my head—Claim her. Mark her. Don’t let her run.
But I couldn’t. Not yet. Not when everything I’d built as Alpha rested on control. On discipline.
Still, as the night stretched on, her scent lingered in my lungs, her lips haunted mine, and one truth became clearer than anything else:
I was losing the battle.
And if I lost, if I gave in to her completely… there would be no turning back.