For days, I've been with the Beta, trying to find out if what I feel for him is what a person feels for someone who helped them, but I've not gotten an answer.
I feel like I'm missing something important.
It's true I indeed feel my heart skip beats whenever he's close by. And not to talk of the thoughts I have about him. However, I don't know if what I feel for him is real.
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“You've not tried to confront him about it? What if he does love you, but is afraid to confess to you for fear you might not like him?”
That was the case with Rama and me. Had it not been for Rama who took the first step toward me, I don't think I would have done anything about my feelings for him.
Most likely, I would have died with my love for him.
“I did.” He looked up, “I once confronted him about us.”
