Letting Malcolm die was one of the most difficult decisions I’ve ever had to make. To this day, I still haven’t entirely forgiven myself for having to make that choice. Unfortunately, his existence led to a dystopian future, so I had to prevent that. Either way, it was going to lead to death and suffering. I guess we’re supposed to pick the lesser evil when in these situations, but a part of me wished to let things stay the way they were. If they did, I could forever live in my fantasy world where nobody died and where everything went my way. Yeah, that’s selfish, but it’s the much more enticing choice. That’s also how gambling works. You could work and make money, or you could take the chance to earn some in seconds.
I stood right outside his house for what felt like days but was really
