How is one supposed to feel when they are forced to let their father die? I should have felt agony, but I just felt numb. I had gone through some of the worst experiences humanly possible and didn’t care what would happen to me next. It’s the worst feeling when you stop caring.
I sat in the kitchen and debated with myself for the longest time about whether or not I should save my father. It was more than a little tempting just to let the timelines get screwed up again and ignore all the consequences. That’s how I was going through most of the journey, anyway. This entire story happened because I did what suited my interests above everyone else’s.
Finally, I threw away the Intertiza in the garbage and covered it all up with mounds of paper towels. I wanted more than anything for my fath
