19 Yulia My brother. Kirill is training my brother. I feel like I stepped into one of my nightmares. I need to back away, to leave before I’m seen, but I can’t move. My feet have grown roots, and my lungs scream for suddenly scarce air. Misha and Kirill. Student and teacher. I taste vomit and my vision darkens, fading at the edges. Run, Yulia. Go before it’s too late. I want to obey the voice in my head, but I’m paralyzed, frozen in place. Obenko didn’t just lie to me about Kirill’s death. He deceived me about everything. I try to suck in oxygen, but my throat is too tight. The window wavers in front of me, like the lens of a shaking camera, and I realize it’s because I’m trembling violently, my fingers icy and numb as my palms press against the wall. Run, Yulia. Now. The voic

