The REASON To Be With YOU

Insomnia

Elina's self talking night ;) 

Oh fuckkkk..... Mannnn. It's already been two hours doing toss and turn and rolling over & over again on my bed but still am not asleep yet. How can I forget that I'm an Insomnious person AND THERE IS NO SLEEEEEP FOR ME. Godddddd.... Can you tell me is there going to be any lucky day oh no it should be night yeaaahhh.... So can you tell me is there any lucky night for me for sleep or worst if I can't sleep my whole life, that means the night or the day belongs to my death. Yeah!!! My last day on this beautiful planet but I don't wannna end my like without any sleep at least I could try to sleep.... Ummmm about 12 hours that would be great then I can die in peace. Yupppp. 

Or if that night would never came then the my whole life wouldn't be like this. I could also slept like normally people slept. If that night never happened I would not become like this... Like a shitty owl. Huuuhhh.... 

Arghhhhh..... Why I am thinking all of this again!!! 

I don't want to remember those things again &, AND God thank you so much for this life I really appreciate this you could have done better you know.. ;) Ok let's change the topic but don't you think it's unfair to me every day oh no.... Not again I mean every single night I try to sleep but I can't. Can't you do some magic or give me some blessings so I can also sleep like my Enzo(Teddy Bear's name). He is sleeping so peacefully with his eyes open just like me that's the reason he is my buddy Enzo. So whatever I just hope that I could also do this. Now I can't sleep so... Let's just check that f*****g link which says I am a bully at least it can help me to waste more of my time to welcome the sun. 

Oh gaaaaaawwwwdddddd..... You are really there aren't you it's improving OMG that was just a fake statement thank you God so muchhh.... 

And who the hell was spreading this news I am not gonna let it go just like that. But OMG how sweet of them to clear my name like this uuummmhhhhh.... (She just kissed her Laptop's screen while seeing the comments on that statement which says she is bully). They are defending me yeahhh!!!! 

Although deep down in my heart I know that it was fake but seeing things in front of me., makes me feel happy and really blessed. How come I never realised that but also that means.... 

"That means I am really there savior and now there business is also my business" She said it loud to herself while jumping on the bed. But as she laid down on bed again after tiring out herself. As the time passed and clock showed it was 4:06 in the morning there was a click on the door. And the shock and horror consumed her her mind went blank what would she do if there is again those people came for her but as the door opened she shut her eyes and pretend to sleep while calming her nerves down to do something. 

Your girl is very talkative by the way... So don't mind her  and enjoy your story ;)