Shayla knew precisely what the lawyers asked her in court and what people would ask her now if they knew she was reading Shane Hunter's letters. Why? She knew what they all wanted to hear from her. They wanted to hear and see her be filled with anger and hate. Sure it seemed calculated as though he knew what he was doing. It was implicated in the lawyers closing arguments that he used her and took advantage of the fact that he looked so similar to his brother. Yes, at one time, Shayla felt that way too, and she got her revenge, and now he's sitting in a mental institution for his betrayal. But living every day consumed with hate was tiring, and she got sick of feeling like she was caught and locked up in all this confusion.
Now it was time to understand and resolve all the mixed feelings.
