The morning sun filtered through the lace curtains, soft and golden, mocking me with its warmth. I hadn’t slept. The guest room bed was too soft, too foreign, its sheets tangled with my restless tossing. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw gray eyes filled with ice, heard his vow echoing over and over: I will never touch you. I will never love you.
The words bruised more deeply than fists could.
I rose before dawn, pulling on the plainest dress I could find in the wardrobe, one left behind for me by a silent maid who hadn’t dared meet my eyes. My wedding dress lay discarded on the chair, its delicate lace torn, its hem stained with last night’s shame.
I refused to look at it.
When the bell tolled for breakfast, I squared my shoulders and descended the grand staircase. The manor was alive with murmurs—the clinking of plates, the shuffle of servants, the hushed tones of warriors preparing for their duties. Yet as I passed, silence seemed to follow me, like shadows curling at my heels.
They were talking about me. I felt it in their eyes.
When I entered the dining hall, the whispers grew louder, though no one spoke openly. My skin prickled under the weight of their stares.
At the head of the table sat Damian, dressed in black again, his hair damp as though he had just returned from training. His posture was rigid, his face unreadable, but his eyes—those storm-gray eyes—flicked to me once before hardening back into stone.
Selene sat two chairs away from him, her golden hair perfectly curled, her gown the color of blood-red roses. She hadn’t been there at the ceremony last night, but she was here now. And the way she looked at me was enough to strip flesh from bone.
Her smile was sweet, practiced, deadly.
“Sister,” she said, her voice carrying across the table like poisoned honey. “You look so… refreshed this morning. Married life must suit you already.”
The words, laced with mockery, sent a ripple of laughter down the table. Some tried to hide it behind their hands, others didn’t bother.
I swallowed the lump in my throat, forcing my voice steady. “Good morning, Selene.”
Her smirk widened, her eyes glittering with malice. “Good morning… sister-in-law.”
The laughter grew louder this time. I felt heat climb up my neck, my chest tightening until every breath burned.
Damian said nothing. He continued to eat in silence, his fork scraping against the porcelain plate, his expression cold and distant. He didn’t stop them. He didn’t defend me.
I forced myself into the empty chair at the far end of the table, my hands trembling as I reached for bread I didn’t want. My appetite was gone, stolen by humiliation.
Selene leaned closer to Damian, her hand brushing his arm with intimate familiarity. “You must be exhausted after last night,” she murmured loud enough for the whole table to hear. “Tell me, did your bride keep you awake?”
The laughter roared again, sharper this time. My chest constricted, shame burning hotter than fire.
Damian’s jaw flexed. For a moment, I thought he might finally put an end to it. But then his gaze flicked to me, cold and cutting.
“She didn’t,” he said flatly. “There was nothing to keep me awake.”
The words were a knife. My vision blurred, but I blinked furiously, refusing to let them see me break.
Selene’s laughter rang loudest of all.
I clenched my fists beneath the table, nails digging into my palms until they nearly drew blood. I wanted to scream, to fight back, to tell them all the truth—that I hadn’t chosen this, that I hadn’t seduced him, that I hadn’t ruined my sister’s fate.
But what good would it do? They would never believe me. Not when Selene’s beauty dazzled them, not when Damian’s silence condemned me.
So I ate nothing, spoke nothing, endured everything.
When breakfast ended, I rose quickly, desperate to escape. But Selene’s voice stopped me at the doorway.
“Don’t worry, dear sister,” she called, her tone dripping with venom. “You’ll find your place soon enough. Some wives make good ornaments, even if they can’t be loved.”
The hall erupted in cruel laughter again, the sound chasing me as I fled.
I didn’t stop running until I reached the garden.
The roses there bloomed bright and wild, but even their scent couldn’t soothe the storm raging inside me. My chest heaved, my nails bit into my palms, and hot tears spilled before I could stop them.
I had promised myself I wouldn’t cry. Not for him. Not for her. Not for anyone.
And yet I stood there, broken, weeping beneath the judgment of the Goddess who had cursed me so cruelly.
Why me? Why not her?
The sound of footsteps shattered my thoughts. I stiffened, hastily wiping my tears, but it was too late.
“Crying already?”
Damian’s voice.
I spun, heart lurching, to find him standing at the edge of the path, arms folded, his expression unreadable. He looked carved from ice, his presence both magnetic and suffocating.
My lips parted, desperate to speak, but no words came.
He stepped closer, each stride deliberate, his gray eyes narrowing as they scanned my tear-streaked face.
“I warned you,” he said, his tone low, lethal. “If you want to survive here, don’t show weakness. They’ll tear you apart.”
His words should have been cruel. And they were. But beneath them… was there a flicker of something else? Concern?
No. I shook the thought away. Damian Blackwood did not care for me. He never would.
“I don’t need your advice,” I snapped, my voice trembling with suppressed rage. “You made it clear last night—I mean nothing to you. So let me suffer alone.”
His jaw tightened, his eyes flashing with something dark, unreadable. For a moment, he looked as though he might respond, but then he turned sharply, his back to me.
“Do as you please,” he said coldly, striding away.
And once again, I was left with silence.
Only this time, it wasn’t the silence that broke me.
It was the small, traitorous flutter in my chest when he’d stood close, when his eyes had lingered on me just a moment too long.
I hated him.
And yet my heart, foolish and broken, beat differently when he was near.