Avery Life, life isn't fair. It never was. Life always pulled us down and tell ourselves that everything is gonna be alright. I know im not okay but i needed to be strong for her, for emeri. Till now, i haven't any idea why emeri did commit suicide. It hurts me to think that she choose to ended her life and left me hanging and broken at the same time. It really hurts me every time i think about it. She's the most stronger person ive ever know. The way she keep all the pain inside of her chest makes me admire her more than anything. " Emeri. Emeri Perron Please. How is she? " I rushed to nurse station. " Where is she? " I questioned the nurse who look terrified at my facial expression. " Answer me! " I demanded. My brother tapped my shoulder " Averi. Calm down please. " The look of

