When the Ice Queen melts

Chapter 20

Emeri

A crystal water fell down from heaven, when a trembling sounds of thunderstorms scattered everywhere. It was beautiful but scary. The wind blew against my body, it caused me to shiver. I don't know how long I have been here at the park.

I can't think straight right now, i had so much on my plate. And i don't know how to deal with all of these. Yeah. I'm strong, or should i say i pretend to be one but deep inside I'm weak and alone.

It's hurts. The pain is unimaginable. Thinking about leaving Avery is giving me a huge lump on my throat. I rather die than broke her heart. I would rather die than thinking someone would touch and kiss her aside of me.

I love her. So. Much. Even though other people mocking me for loving her, i didn't care.

How could i face her?

Im afraid!

Im hoping my dad is here, but i don't have an idea where he is right now, my f*****g mother told me he's in a business trip. I wish his here. I need him!

As my tears fell down from my bloodshot eyes, A cold droplets of waters from above pours down on me. Great! If i lost my tears well i think heaven is willingly cried for me!

Avery!

My dress is now soak from the rain. I already feel the cold and fatigue, i stood up and absentlyminded walk slowly to my car. I don't where my mind takes me.

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I find my self standing in front of the house of Avery. My heart took me here. I knocked the door twice. I want to the girl of my life, for this moment all i need is her. Wrapped my arms around me makes me feel secure. I look down as i wait for them to open the door.

" Emeri? " A familiar girly voice calling my name.

I looked up her and gave my sweetest smile with all my heart. I don't know how to read the emotions appeared on her beautiful face. She was just shocked to see me, at this time. At this awkward situation. Im just standing in front of her and saying no words.

I feel she knew what im feeling right now, she step out side and pulled me into a tight huge. And all i can do is to cry and buried my self onto her neck. This is here where i wanted to be. With her arms.

She never asked me what happen. Although she knew there's something wrong with me I've seen that written all over her face, She was afraid to ask me, She was afraid to hear the answers. Im afraid too. I don't want to marry someone who i don't even know. Most specially someone who i didn't loved.

She manage to help me to go to shower and washed my self. I don't know. I never been feel uncomfortable with her even though she saw me now at my birthday suit. She prevent herself not to touch me, not because she doesn't want too. But to avoid the heat between us.

And i respected her to that even more, I need respect because she love me not because im pretty and rich.

She lend me a clothes " Here "

I smiled weakly and she walked out the bathroom.

After fixing my self i go out from the bathroom and walk to her bed. I found her leaned in the window she was thinking deep. I know she was thinking about me, i saw the sadness and confusion to her face. I feel bad for causing her that feeling.

" Avery? " I call her and hugged her from her back and pressed my face onto her back. Feeling the warm of her body. I heard her breathing, i heard her sighed. It makes me feel sad. But i didn't want to show her.

" What happen emeri? " She said almost a whispered.

" Just a misunderstanding with my mom. You know. She's a b***h! " I said. Well i didn't lied.

" Is that all? Why you are soaking in the rain? You ran away? " I know she didn't bought my alibi.

I forced my self to laugh. Pretending that im fully fine.

I chuckled a fake one " Of course baby. Im fine, dont worry. Nothing happens. It just that she wants me to take up a course that i didn't want too " Okay i lied now!

She turned around and face me. I released a huge sighed when i saw her face a little smile.

She pecked my lips. " Okay. I believe you! Im just afraid that any moment i lose you! " Her every words cuts every inch of muscles.

I pinched the bridge of her straight nose. " Don't worry it will never happen Avery i rather die than to see you loving someone else beside me " I look at her hazel eyes. I found love love and security.

She smiled and led me to her queen size bed. She laid beside me. And look at me intensely. My heart hammered on my rib cage as if i read what's on her mind right now.

Should i?

Looking at her lovingly is priceless. My eyes adverted from her eyes to her soft pink lips seems screaming out for my name.

I was mesmerized with her hazel eyes. Avery is beyond beautiful. Our face was inch away from each other. I smell her mint breathe that sets fire through my nerves.

She leaned in and brushed her soft pink lips on mine. My body become hot and hotter when i felt her hands touches my flat stomach.

I gasped from her touch. She crawled on top on me, as her hair fell down on my face. She pulled away from me slowly and look at me sweetly.

" I want you Emeri " She spoke " But if your not ready it's alri--- "

" I love you Avery, and i want you. right now! "

I cut her off. Of course i wanted her. So bad. She grinned widely and pressed her body against mine like her lips locked to me. I wrapped my arms to her neck and pulled her hard close to me. God i want this girl so bad!

I could hear her heart beat so fast like mine.

Her kissed trailed along with my jaw and neck and suck my soft and weak spot. I almost lost in my mind. I shyly let my soft moaned feeling the sensation aroused inside my body.

I pulled up her shirt and threw anywhere on her room. My eyes glued to her perfectly round breast that covered by her sexy red bra. Oh my god! She's so sexy!

She do the same to me as she peel up my shirt and my bra. I sighed heavily for the anticipation of what is next to happen. Her golden eyes fill up with lust and love.

Then she spoke " You're so beautiful Emeri "

I feel the heat on my cheeks. Its good thing that light on her room is off. But her eyes stands out like a diamond sparkling in the dark. I caressed her cheek " Not beautiful as you Avery "

She smiled and for no second though she pulled my short out of my body. She sat up and shoved away her short short and her red undies.

I almost forgot how to breathe when finally she revealed her self right in front of me. All i can do is to drink her Damn Sexy Body. I bit my lower lips.

She smiled devilish and slowly crawled on top of me. When the time she pressed her naked body on mine, I could feel the Heat. I let go all the Negatives and Agony and Free my self. Be with Averi. Love her. And make love to her is the only thing on my mind right now.

a tingling reaction inside my body. feeling her warm skin to skin with me, my heart starts to exploded.

I pressed my naked body to her, We didn't anything for a while. just absorb each other's sensation. feeling the love that scattered everywhere on my body.

She cupped my face and gave me a million of kisses all over my face passionately. As she placed herself between my legs. Her mouth travel down my neck that i think she loves about. She took her hands on my breast and caressed it lovingly. Ive gone crazy. She drive me crazy.

I feel her hot breath on my breast. I arched my back for the uncontrollably sensation im feeling right now. She licking and sucking my breast while her free hand travel down to my navel, down on my thigh.

Oh my god! I can't take it anymore as i moaned her name " Avery... "

I feel the throbbing feeling between my legs. Excitement and Nervousness causes me to getting wet and wetter.

A pleasure is unmeasurable right now. All i want is to feel Avery inside me.

I feel her hand found the gate of the entrance of heaven. I bit my lip and look at her between my legs. As she look at me. Asking me for a permission to do what she wanted to do to pleasure me and show her love for me.

I offer her a smiled and gave her a courage to continue.

She gripped my thigh with her arms and i could feel her breathing facing my core. Thinking of that make me moaned.

" Please Avery! " I begged

She hasn't wasted any second and i feel her tongue licking up and down on my core. I arched my back for a intensed feeling inside me. My heart wants to exploded right now.

I could hear her moan while licking my sweet juice. All of a sudden, i felt her finger inside me and that dragged me into the edge.

" Oh my god! " I whimper

Her delicate finger thrust in and out side my core. I gasped from a pleasure building inside my body.

" Hmmmm Faster Baby "

As she did what I've been told. She entered her second finger inside my core and pushed inside and out as faster as she could.

" Oh. My. God! Avery...... " I moaned breathlessly. My breathing become heavier. And i tangled my hands to her hair and pushed her more between my legs.

" Don't hold back emeri. c*m for me " She said.

Oh my god.

I could almost feel the building up pleasure inside my stomach as i almost lost in mind when i exploded on her face. My body jerked and my legs shook.

I took 5 minutes before i regain my composure. That was amazing. Much better for a first timer like me. She doesn't know she take my virginity. She crawled up and laid her self beside me. She kissed my lips i tasted a her sweet and... My taste.

" I love you Avery. I love you so much! " I whispered to her

She smiled " I love you emeri you know that! "

We hugged each like there's no tomorrow. I hope i wrapped my self with her arms forever.