Seol grabbed her purse, car keys, phone and headed outside.
As soon as she opened the door, she saw Jae Dok standing there.
She saw him and did as she saw nothing, when she was going to close the door he pushed it, and walked inside grabbing her by the arm.
"What are-"-She started saying, but something in her throat didnt let her finish.
"We are going to talk"-He said looking at her with an straight face.
"No"-She replied, walking back to the door. But he grabbed her tight by her arm. "Let me go"-She said trying to get off his grip.
As she kept trying to sneak of his hand, he kept sqeezing.
"I'm going to scream"
"No you're not"
"I will call the police"-She said looking at him with an anger in her face-
"No you wont"- He said-
"Watch me"-she did a fast move with her arm, making him let go.
She headed to the phone, and started dailing, when she placed it in her hear he took it off her and hung up. He grabbed her by her wrist and turned her around.
"Can't you just listen to me?"-He said looking at her with a threatening face.
She always used to be scared of that look, but now she just wasnt, she was as mad as he was, and she was notletting it tear her down or scare her. "I don't want to listen to you Jae Dok. Why don't you go to your girlfriend? She would be pleased to listen to all your bullshit."-She said trying to scape from his grip.
He let her go and she walked away from him.
"I'm sorry"
When she heard that she turned around for now facing him. An anger heat covered her body at such a point that she thought she was going to explode.
"You're sorry? You are sorry, Jae Dok?"- She asked closing her fists.- "Dont you dare to say you're f*****g sorry! You wouldn't have to be apologizing for anything if you were that sorry, because if you had thought of the consecuences you wouldnt have done it! How can you be so cynic that right after you had the guts of cheating on me IN MY OWN EYES you come back apologizing?"
"It was your fault. If you had-"-He went cut off-
"If I had what?".-She said walking up to him slowly-
"Time"
As soon as she hear that she slapped him, with so much strength that her hand hurt, but she was so mad for feeling this.
"Time? Time, Jae Dok?"- her eyes watered, but before tears fell she held them. She didn't want him to see her crying over him. "How do you dare to say it was because I didnt have time? Time I didnt have I used to spend it on you. So do not blame it on me, because it was not me who cheated."
-He stood there speechless. He had never seen Seol so mad in his all life before.
"Leave."-She said closing her eyes. "LEAVE BEFORE I KILL YOU WITH MY OWN HANDS".-She shouted.
He said nothing.. Just left.
After he left, she let herself fall on the floor and started crying.
She needed to let everything out until it consumes her all
She needed to let everything out until it consumes her all. Since the break up she has cried twice, counting now, 3 weeks later.
She thought she would be stronger, she thought she wouldnt cry at all, but it's not as easy as people thinks.
Besides feeling dissappointed, mad, sad, and heartbroken, she has lost all hopes.
When she was younger she never had a boyfriend, being scared of what she was living just now. But she met Jae Dok, she saw him as a caring, devoted and lovely guy, different from every men she saw her mother, and closer friends had been with. She just never thought he would be like that (Of course nobody starts a relationship thinking they would be cheated on), and that's what he made her believe for all the 2 years something they dated. And thats where the disappointment comes from, because he showed her to be completely different.
When she let out all her needed to, she stood up and walked to her purse. As soon a she grabbed her phone rang notifying a sms.
She read her screen and deep sighed
She read her screen and deep sighed. Left her phone next to the purse, and walked up to the bathroom for washing her face. Washed her face, and fixed her little makeup, fixed her hair, and walked back to the living.
She grabbed her stuff, headed outside, and when she opened the door surprisingly for her she saw Yugyeom standing there, he was about to knock.
"Hey"-She said and forced an smile.
"I was worried. I thought something had happened to you, thats why I came."-He said smiling in relief.
"Sorry. Something came up."-She smiled shortly.
"But, it's everything ok?"-He did a gesture-
-She nodded.-"Let's go"
Seol and Yugyeom planned going out to dinner. It was the first time the met for going out. Up in the text messages by same place Yugyeom meant if they were going to meet on the same place they planned to.
They went to this place Yugyeom said Seol would like. When they arrived, they ordered what to eat, and talked while waiting.
Seol was having fun, they had funny talks, about their interests in entertainment, their family, friends and much things.
"....and thats how I met Nami" -She said and laughed-
"What a weird story of meeting someone"-He said and laughed.
"I know right, and now we're bestfriends. Thats the weirdest thing"-She laughed. looking at him.
Unconsciously she stared at him, he looked so perfect she couldnt resist staring.
About two seconds later, she noticed what she was doing, and looked down, taking her eyes off him
About two seconds later, she noticed what she was doing, and looked down, taking her eyes off him.
He looked at her and smiled.
Some minutes later the food came, and they started eating.
They both tasted each others food, as they ordered different things.
She was really enjoying the night.
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After they ate, they left the place.
"Do you want anything else?"-He asked looking at her with a smile and started the car-
-She thought for some seconds and then looked at him- "Actually, I want an ice cream"
"Ice cream you will get"-He smiled.
They went to this ocean shore village, where theres a lot of different stores. They bought an ice cream for her, and decided walk on the shore.
It was such a beautiful night, the sky was clear and filled of stars, just beautiful
It was such a beautiful night, the sky was clear and filled of stars, just beautiful.
A complete silence embrace them while they were walking.
Yugyeom was looking at the floor, thoughtful, while Seol was focused on eating her ice cream.
Time by time, Yugyeom used to stared at her, Seol never noticed, until last time he did. He stared at her and suddenly she looked to the side, and noticed him.
"You want some?"-She asked handing the cone to him with a smile on her face-
-He nodded no-
"It's Yummy"- She said and chuckled, making him giggle.
-She looked at him and smiled big, making him accept. He took a little and smiled at her-
Its practically unbelievable how her day went from yelling, slaps and tears beacuse of Jae Dok, to real talking, giggles and laughs because of Yugyeom.
There was no doubt she was really enjoying the night. She likes talking with him, the way he treats her, the caring he is... For the very first time since she met him she doesnt feel like she is doing anything with him out of spite, so she was not feeling guilty of anything. She was really liking him.
But unfortunately she has lost all hope in guys... And Yugyeom wont be the exception.