“READY?” PHILIP ASKED. Louise closed her eyes and nodded. She took a deep breath and held it in. Philip sighed and began, “My dearest Louise....” My Dearest Louise, If you are reading this, then it means that I am gone and no longer able to care for the people that I love most in the world - you, Madison, and my daughter, Abby. I'm sorry that you had to find out this way. There were so many times that I wanted to tell you. So many times, that I could no longer hold it in. Please forgive me. Please forgive my daughter. None of this was her fault. I suppose you'd like to know how it happened. Why it happened. I know I owe you that much. I didn't have an affair. I know that's what you must be thinking. If I could take my actions back, I would. My lack of judgment has caused me great p

