Ryan Edwards
I couldn’t sleep,
Not because I wasn’t tired. God knew I was exhausted.
I shut the door after Lily left half embarrassed. My chest was tight, my c**k still hard, and the taste of her was still in my mouth. I sank down to the floor because my legs didn’t feel steady.
God, I wanted her. I wanted her so bad it almost broke me. She had just come undone under my hand, and all I could think about was pushing deeper, giving her everything, finally f*****g her the way I had been holding back from for so long.
But I didn’t. Because I couldn’t.
I didn’t want her to feel that look on her face again, the one I caught right after she came. Half embarrassed, like she wasn’t supposed to enjoy it. Like she wasn’t allowed to need me. I wanted the opposite for her. I wanted her to feel fr
