After Salvatore and I's amazing Christmas, we started preparing for my family to come. Almost all of my memories were back and I couldn't wait to see all of them. Recently I have had more PTSD days. Like where I will think someone is going to hit me, or I revert back to my old way of speaking and living. But, Salvatore is very patient through it all and has helped me through all of it. We are very excited for the arrival of our babies. He says that he can tell that they are both girls and are going to be daddies princesses. But, I think they are both boys and are going to be momma's boys. He will talk to them every day, and it is the cutest thing in the world. I was currently baking some cookies, which I was hoping to be done by the time he got home because he has been on me about being

