Effie
Dropping Leandro off at the airport and driving away yesterday was hard. If it wasn't for Bear, I probably wouldn't have been able to handle it. Especially after the way that we spent the day. Don't get me wrong, I don't regret today at all. It was probably one of the best days of my life. And I'm happy that we are back together and the three of us are now in a relationship.
I'm just going to miss him while he's gone. I also have a feeling that something is going to happen while they are up there. I just don't know what it is that will happen and if anyone will get hurt. I really hope that no one on our side does.
I didn't tell Leandro, and I asked Bear not to tell him either. But I have a doctor's appointment today. I'm going to see the doctor about my eye. I'm starting to see
