All my life, I have burdened everyone. I have always been loyal to everyone, no matter how badly they treated me. All I wanted was acceptance. I worked myself to the bone to become stronger than the people who looked down on me. I told myself at that moment. "I will I ever be anyone's throw rug ever again". As I got older, I finally got the acceptance of the people I always desired. At that moment, I wanted that to last forever. But I know everything doesn't last forever. Everything in this world lives and dies. That is the world. Those are the fundamentals. On the way out of work, I felt someone was watching me. I turned around and a few people of the faith attacked me. I beat up the ones who attack me. I didn't know there was one hiding. They threw a needle at my neck. On that mo

