JAMES
With the first rays of Sunday, I wake up, floating on a cloud of happiness, emotion... and with an erection pulling up my pajama bottoms. Oh, for goodness’ sake. I get up quickly and lock myself in the bathroom before my father has a chance to see the obvious sign of my excitement. My breathing starts to accelerate, I rest my hands on the sink, staring at the protruding lump without any idea of what to do. I've never m*********d before.
I didn't have to. No other guy in the past could affect my senses and cloud my judgment like Jasper. Not even when I found out I was gay, having a crush on one of the boys in my class when I turned twelve. But it was a platonic, childlike love, there was no s****l desire involved.
I've always been shy. So, my crush soon disappeared when I realized
