It didn’t take long for the press to show up and make a fuss at the hospital entrance. Although they weren’t allowed in, especially by the cops who followed us to question us about the whole thing, several overly insistent ones snuck in or took pictures of us while we were in the waiting room. My heart leapt to my throat every time I visualized someone in a white coat, anxious to get an update on Steve’s condition, but each one of them ignored us and my questions remained unanswered. James hasn’t left my side at any time and that’s a great relief. He’s my anchor. Without him, I’d be in the depths of the dark sea that has occupied my mind. Nate and Sam have been silent the whole time, the only occasions they’ve spoken is to answer the officers who were so obsessed with getting the damned c

