Josh's POV:
When we lose someone, it stays with us. Always reminding us of how easy it is to get hurt. And I'm getting hurt every single day for six years after I lose Avani.
It's hurting me more, as I lose her when I had a chance to be with her in my whole life. My guilt still killing me each and every day.
The day still, feels like yesterday when I broke her. I drove her away from me. Every single word I said to her to hurt her, always play in my mind and make me hate myself even more.
I don't want to even imagine how I am passing my each day without Avani. And my biggest failure is I still can't find her, and it's killing me.
Someday I felt I should stop myself from waiting for her because the pain becomes so unbearable when I was losing every single time of finding her. I wanted t
