Josh's POV:
"Whatever it is, I know it's still hurt you. And I also know that I won't change the matter, but I will try to make you feel better and never let you go through that kind of pain again. So tell me what it is" Avani requests me again to tell her about my horrible childhood which gives nothing but pain until now.
The memory of my childhood is nothing but the worst chapter of my life, which makes me rude, arrogant, heartless, and whatnot. And that's why I don't want Avani to get pregnant with my child because I never want my child to have a childhood like me.
Besides, it will be impossible for me also to leave Avani then, and I can't be with her forever.
Every bad part about me is only for my past which I don't want to remember but I can't ever forget. Even I was playing with
