Big Boss man

Counting down the days

I haven’t seen or spoken to Shane since he took me so savagely over his desk.

He has been in and out of the office so much its left me feeling very used and confused and sexually frustrated all at the same damn time.

Kathrine comes to see me Friday afternoon looking as glamorous as ever in her skin tight black dress with its square neckline, she has a delicate necklace that hangs from her long neck and tiny diamond Earrings that sparkle in the sun.

She looks tired as she hugs her coffee close to her chest.

“Is everything ok” I ask

“Oh yes, everything is fine” she smiles.

“So why do you look so sad” I add

“Oh,,,its just when Shane takes himself off for a few days, I always feel at a bit of a loss” she sighs.

Takes himself off, what does she mean he takes himself off.

“So where has he gone” I ask trying not to sound to interested.

“Family problems” she answers

“Always Family problems” and with that she gets up and grabs her coat.

“See you next week Rebel” she calls before leaving through the front door.

What does she mean Family problems?

What have I got myself into?

and why hasn’t he called me or Come to see me again, not that he would get a warm welcome.

Marlene breaks my thoughts coming to sit where Kathrine was sitting.

“Is she pining again” she asks

“Pining?” Ok now I’m confused

“Yes, she pines for Mr Langley every time he takes time off” she sighs looking at me.

“Oh” I reply looking like my face has frozen in the same position.

“She’s like totally in love with him” she adds smiling.

Oh crap no please shut up talking, I cant hear anymore.

“Sadly he does not feel the same” she adds taking in a deep breath.

“Anyway” she carries on.

“Are you all set for next weekend” she asks with a sparkle in her eye.

“Yes I think so, I mean what should I pack” I ask

“Well just the normal clothes you wear to work, oh and maybe a swim suit, there is a fab pool in the hotel and we will have all of Sunday to relax” she smiles

“That sounds amazing, but what about a dress for the actual event” I ask

“Oh don’t worry about that, we will have a dress delivered ready for the night”

she is smiling and biting her bottom lip with excitement.

“I’m so excited and nervous at the same time” I say placing my hand on my chest.

“It’s going to be fabulous, and we will have a blast” she adds getting up and walking back in the other room.

I hope I don’t make a fool of myself in front of everyone.

Shane walks through the door just before everyone leaves and ask to see me in his office.

Oh crap here we go, I wonder what mood he is in.

Penny calls goodbye and heads for the door, followed by Ivan and Hans.

I knock on Shanes door and enter.

He looks up from where he is looking through some files in his cabinet.

“Hello Rebel” he breaths all sexy like.

“Hello Mr Langley” I reply holding my hands in front of me.

He looks at me and smiles.

“So we are back to Mr Langley are we”

“Yes, I think we should keep it professional at work” I say weakly.

Why does he make me feel like a shy schoolgirl.

“I see” he smiles and tilts his head.

Fuck I wish he wouldn’t do that.

“Your upset with me” he asks.

“Why would I be upset with you” I reply coldly.

“It’s not like we are in a relationship or anything” I add stepping forward.

“Because in a normal relationship, two people talk and go out on dates” I breath letting him know I’m pissed.

“Ok, I get it” he says holding up his hands.

“I’m a d**k and I apologise, but my hands are tied and..... and I wish things could be different” he said looking down like he is sad.

“Look its fine, just please don’t do it again” I ask backing away from him.

He stands with his hands in his pockets and it instantly makes me look down at his grouch.

He smirks but doesn’t say anything.

“Have a good evening Mr Langley” I say before turning to leave his office.

‘Rebel” he calls behind me making me turn to face him where he now stands in his doorway.

“You look good” he smiles, and this in turn makes me smile.

I grab my coat and bag and leave the office saying goodbye to Marlene as she stands in the kitchen washing her cup.

I open the vodka as soon as I get home.

Saying what I said to Shane was so hard, because I have these feelings that I cant ignore, and Ive only known him a few weeks and thats scary.

I call Dillion just to hear his voice, he knows the crap Ive been through with men, example his Father who he does no intend to see or speak to.

After an hour on the phone I head up for a hot bath needing to soak away the weeks sorrows.

When I check my phone again I see a message from Shane asking me what I’m doing.

I don’t need this again, not tonight.

So putting down my phone I pour myself another large drink and basically down it in one.

He sends me another message to slow down with the drinking and I pretty much freeze on the spot.

What the f**k, he Better not be here again.

Suddenly there’s a knock on the door and I’m instantly mad as hell.

I put down my glass and walk to the door and I don’t care that all I have on is a towel and my thong.

I open the door with force to see Shane standing in a pair of trendy jeans and a white shirt with the sleeves rolled up to his elbows.

He looks damn hot with his messy hair and that smell, god he makes me crazy.

“Can I help you” I ask sternly.

“Well yes, but can I come in” he asks stepping closer to me.

“What ever you need to say, you can say here” I say standing my ground.

God this is difficult.

“Look, I just want to explain” he sighs stepping even closer to me.

God he makes me mad and horny all at the same time.

“You have Five minutes” I reply opening the door to let him in.

I know its a big mistake and I’m scared of what I will do or what I will wan him to do, but I need to hear what he has to say.

He walks in to my lounge and looks around.

“So, explain” I say folding my arms.

He looks at me and licks his lips letting his blue eyes wonder up and down my body.

“It’s very hard to explain anything with you wearing only a towel” he smiles.

“Well get over it and explain” I say way to harsh.

“Rebel I didn’t come here to upset you” he starts.

“So why did you come” I ask

“Because I wanted to explain why I am the way I am with you” he breaths putting his hands in his pockets.

I shake my head.

“I wanted to see you” he adds

‘Well I’m sorry but I said what I said in the office and I meant it” I say standing firm.

“You don’t mean that” he asks stepping forward.

“Yes I do, now please leave” I add pointing to the door.

He shakes his head as if to say no.

“I mean it Shane, please leave” I say again getting to the first step of my stairs.

He moves closer with a f*****g sexy grin on his face.

“Look I don’t have time for this so please get out” I yell walking up the stairs at a fast pace.

I hear him behind me as I reach the bathroom door and lock it.

He knocks loudly.

“Rebel open this door” he yells from the other side.

“Go away please” I cry feeling excitement rush through my bones.

“Rebel if you don’t open this door I may have to knock it down” he yells making me step back.

“You wouldn’t dare” I scream at him.

“Oh I f*****g would and you better be out of the way when I do” he cries making me squeeze my legs together.

“Look just go away and we can forget anything thats been said tonight” I yell trying to calm the situation.

“Oh I think we are past that now, don’t you” he asks.

“Now open the door or I’m gonna break it down” he yells again.

“Shane please” I cry wanting him to leave, but then wanting to see if he will follow through with his promise.

“Last chance Rebel” he cries sounding darker than ever.

“Fine... if you want in this bathroom, you are gonna have to break down the f*****g door” I yell not quite sure what I have said.

“Is that your final answer” he asks calmly.

I don’t answer him, because I’m not sure what’s happening or if Ive just made a big mistake.

“Stand the f**k back, because if I come in there I swear to god I’m gonna f**k you every which way but Sunday” he calls and I know he gritted his teeth when saying it.

My breathing is out of control as I stand with my backside pressed against the sink.

Bang,,, the door flys open and in come Shane looking mad as hell.

I scream with excitement and try to stop him with my outstretched hands.

“Shane please” I cry

He lifts me up and throws me over his shoulder.

“Your in for it now” he breaths smacking my arse playfully.

“Put me down” I yell hitting his back with my fists.

He marches me into a bedroom he thinks is mine and throws me on the bed with force.

“I told you I would break down the f*****g door” he said breathing hard.

Now I’m not a big girl but I’m not light either.

I climb of the bed and make a run for the door, but he grabs my waist and pulls me back to him.

“Get off me” I cry trying to prise his hands off my waist.

He pulls at the towel and yanks it off my body.

I use the doorframe to pull myself forward but he lifts me from behind and throws me back on the bed.

“This is madness” I cry

“No whats madness is you fighting something we both want” he breaths grabbing at my thong.

“I never said I wanted this” I breath trying to stop him pulling it off my body.

“Your body tells me differently” he smiles yanking the thin material and letting it snap away from me.

“That was one of my favourites” I yell.

He holds the thin fabric in his hand and smiles.

“See so wet for me” he adds throwing the damp materiel on the floor.

Yes he is right I want him, but this is wrong, so so wrong.

I climb off the bed and make another dash for the door but he is too fast and grabs me again.

We end up falling on the floor where he puts his full weight on me to hold me down.

“Kiss me” he breaths hovering over me.

I shake my head in defiance.

“Kiss me and Ill get off you” he adds grabbing both my arms and holding them above my head.

I look at his blue eyes and see my reflection.

With out thinking I lean up and kiss him.

I kiss him so hard I hear our teeth clunk on contact.

He smiles against my lips as my head falls back on to the floor.

He deepens our kiss and I melt against his mouth, feeling his tongue stroke mine is like nothing Ive ever tasted.

He is the best kisser Ive ever had and if I’m honest I don’t ever want it to stop.

He kisses my neck and my collar bone all the way down to my breasts where he takes each one in his warm mouth and sucks gently, flicking his tongue over my n*****s.

This action alone has me convulsing on the floor.

He kisses me all the way down to my now very wet p***y and wastes no time diving his tongue deep inside my wet folds.

I cry out with pleasure and pull his hair roughly making him moan against my skin.

This is heaven and the best feeling in the world.

He looks up at me and tells me not to come, which will be super hard if he keeps doing what he is doing.

I cry out because the intense feeling has reached boiling point and I don’t want to disappoint him.

“Shane” I cry letting him know I’m close.

He gets up and leans on his knees and undoes his jeans but does not take off his shirt.

“You have a beautiful body Rebel, and a sweet little p***y” he breaths with my juices still around his mouth.

Fuck,,does he have to say it like that, with my body fluids dripping off his chin.

Fuck he drives me crazy.

He leans back down on the floor between my legs and rams his hard c**k deep inside me making me call out.

He feels so good pumping in and out of me, harder and faster.

He kisses me again and holds both of my hands back on top of my head where he can pull himself in deeper groaning softly against my lips.

“f**k,,, you ,,,feel,,,good” he breaths.

He stops and pulls out of me flipping me over.

“Keep your legs closed” he calls making me slam my legs shut.

He puts his legs either side of my thighs and takes off his shirt.

holding my hips slightly off the ground he slides back inside me.

Oh my god this is something new and it feels amazing.

I feel his chest resting on my back and his breath on my neck, as he thrusts deeper, over and over again.

I feel my orgasm come back with a vengeance, building and building.

“Don’t,,,come” he breaths as if feeling my body lose control.

He flips me again so he is now on the floor and I am straddled over him.

I lower myself onto him and watch him smile at the sight of me looking down.

“Move baby” he pleads making me start to grind my hips hard against him.

“f**k” he breaths through gritted teeth.

I moan softly letting my c**t rub against him.

“Shane” I cry out loosing all control.

“Come baby” he cries as I explode around him, he too lets go and growls pulling me down on top of his warm chest.

We slow or movement and calm our breathing.

“That was Incredible” He breaths stroking my back with his fingers to the point I want to fall asleep.

And in this very moment I know I’m falling in love.