Chapter 18

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Intermission of Almost The project launch was a soft explosion of joy and caffeine. Months of sketches, site visits, quietly muttered existential crises over kerning, a bouquet of mood boards, and one catastrophic Zoom call where a toddler screamed into the void and someone’s mic picked up suspicious chewing sounds—it had all led to this. GreenSpace was open. A retreat wrapped in intention. Lucian’s architectural restraint folded neatly into Rhea’s visual lyricism. Spaces that exhaled. Corners that felt like memory. A garden that shifted colors depending on the sky’s mood. People didn’t just walk through it. They lingered. They listened. So, obviously, the team decided they deserved to disappear for a while. Not into emails or concept decks—but somewhere off-grid. Somewhere with mountains and water and not a single notification tone. They rented a private estate tucked between lake and sky. The kind of place where stars didn’t just appear—they performed. Where the wind hummed secrets through pine trees. Where you could hear your heartbeat and not wonder if it was a deadline knocking. Lucian had asked if Rhea wanted to ride together. Very casually. Like it meant nothing. “I’ll drive,” he’d said. “Company car. Plenty of space for your suitcase… and your emergency snacks.” He even lifted an eyebrow, as if daring her to deny the existence of her snack drawer labeled “For Emotional Regulation Only.” Rhea had said yes. Before remembering that two hours in a car alone with Lucian was basically a high-stakes romcom setup. __ The drive was uneventful. Except it wasn’t. Because no one accidentally curates a playlist that blends soft indie guitar, emotionally ambiguous vocals, and the occasional saxophone riff like a man trying not to confess something. Lucian had queued up songs that belonged on a film soundtrack titled Things I Meant to Say but Designed Around Instead. At one point, he even hummed along. Just low enough that it felt unintentional. Just in tune enough that she knew it wasn’t. Rhea, for her part, spent a solid twenty minutes pretending to admire the scenery while sneak-peeking at him in three-second intervals—always quick enough not to get caught, never long enough to satisfy. The road unraveled like a ribbon ahead of them. Early evening light filtered through the trees, casting lazy gold patterns across the dashboard and onto his knuckles gripping the steering wheel like he was trying to keep the car—and himself—on course. She could’ve sworn the air changed somewhere past the last toll booth. At one quiet stretch, between one haunting chorus and another, Lucian glanced at her. “You look lighter,” he said, voice low and oddly reverent. “Happier.” Rhea blinked. It was so… abrupt. Soft, but sharp. Like an observation you make only when you’ve been watching someone longer than you admit. “Yeah,” she replied, caught off-guard in the best way. “I think I am.” She turned toward the window again, but this time her reflection smiled back. Because it was true. Somewhere between rebirth and floor plans, sorrow and serif fonts, she had uncurled. Piece by piece, she was stitching herself back together—and not in the shape of who she used to be. And maybe that’s what he’d seen. Maybe that’s what he remembered. Or maybe the music was doing things to both of them. Later, when the playlist reached a song that almost—almost—sounded like something from the other timeline, neither of them spoke. But Lucian's knuckles flexed slightly on the wheel. And Rhea looked out at the horizon as if it might hold something sacred. Neither of them reached for the volume. Because some silences didn’t need filling. They just needed feeling. __ The silence he left behind felt like a door left half-open. Rhea stared at the keycard in her hand like it had betrayed her. Or worse—almost didn’t. Her fingers tingled where his had almost touched hers. That maybe-moment lingering like perfume on pulse points, stubborn and unsatisfied. She let herself breathe again. Just once. Then turned and slipped into her room, leaning against the door like it could steady her heartbeat. Inside: soft lighting, lake-view window, that kind of hotel scent that tried very hard to say “relax” but mostly said “money.” She dropped her bag, then paced once in socked feet—nervous energy blooming in her like petals of would-you-just-confess-already. She could still feel the warmth of his presence in the hallway. Like he’d left an echo of himself in the carpet fibers. You look happier, he’d said earlier. And she was. But also maybe emotionally feral. It was unclear. She flopped onto the bed, stared at the ceiling, and whispered, “Lucian Elian, you emotionally haunted stone column of a man. If you don’t kiss me soon, I might write a strongly worded letter to fate herself.” The ceiling didn’t respond. Probably in league with destiny. Across the hall, Lucian stood in his own room, back to the door, palms flat on the wood like it might cool the fire in his chest. Because he’d nearly kissed her. Again. Because her eyes had looked at him like maybe they remembered something his bones hadn’t told him yet. And because—God help him—he wanted to remember everything. __ Dinner was a chaos symphony in four courses. Everyone was buzzing—drunk on success and probably the house wine. Glasses clinked like chimes in a celebratory windstorm. Inside jokes flew across the table like paper planes with poor aim. Someone made a toast using a breadstick and was promptly declared a “visionary of carbs.” Rhea wore a soft navy dress and the barest trace of effort. Hair down, minimal makeup, just enough perfume to qualify as “intentional.” She hadn’t tried hard, but apparently that was lethal. Because Lucian—smooth, contained, emotionally unavailable Lucian—was lingering. More than once, she caught his eyes on her. And more than once, he looked away too slowly, like someone gently backing out of a dream he didn’t want to admit he was having. And then—because no dinner is complete without someone going full rom-com instigator—a voice piped up from across the table. Sloshed. Curious. Emboldened by exactly three glasses of Merlot and a suspiciously strong espresso martini. “So, you and Lucian—what’s the deal? Are we pretending not to notice the cinematic tension, or...?” Rhea, to her credit, sipped her wine like she was being filmed in black and white. “Nothing,” she said sweetly. “We work well together.” Lucian heard it. Oh, he heard it. Didn’t say a word. But his jaw did something. A tiny shift. A muscle twitch that said, "Actually, I might be in emotional peril." He smiled eventually. The diplomatic kind. Polished. Performed. The kind of smile you’d use when networking at an awards gala—not the kind you wore for someone who once made you sketch feelings you didn’t understand. Rhea saw it. And she knew. That wasn’t his real smile. Because she’d earned the real one once—quiet, surprised, a little crooked at the edges like it forgot it was allowed to exist. And whatever this was? Yeah. This wasn’t it. Later, when the music started—a string quartet that had slowly, suspiciously, morphed into what could only be described as a folksy fever dream involving a fiddle, a tambourine, and someone beatboxing into what looked like a kazoo—it turned into dancing. The floor filled with people fueled by wine, adrenaline, and the kind of end-of-project euphoria that made otherwise rational adults say things like, “Let’s make memories or mild orthopedic injuries.” Naturally, Rhea got dragged into it. James, from landscaping—tall, perpetually sunburned, built like a friendly broomstick—appeared beside her with wide eyes and a slightly panicked grin. “Dance with me?” “James,” she said, already laughing, “I don’t dance. I flail in rhythm and hope for the best.” “Perfect,” he said, grabbing her hand like this was a trust fall and not a public performance of near-acrobatics. “Me too.” And before she could protest, she was spinning into the chaos with the enthusiasm of someone who had clearly forgotten about balance, grace, and spatial awareness. James danced like an octopus trying to operate a leaf blower. It was alarmingly endearing. “This feels illegal,” Rhea shouted as he spun her dramatically, nearly taking out a tray of olives and a very startled waiter. “I call it interpretive landscaping,” James beamed. “Yeah? I call it cardio with mild emotional damage,” she replied, breathless and fully grinning. She wasn’t good. Not by any technical standard. She missed steps. She laughed through half the rhythm. At one point, they may have invented a new style of folk combat. But she didn’t care. She was laughing so hard she could barely breathe, dress twirling, hair falling loose around her shoulders. The kind of joy that made time slant sideways. Across the room, Lucian didn’t look at James. Not once. In fact, Lucian looked everywhere except at James. But Rhea? He watched her like she was the only radio station his soul could pick up—tuned in, locked on, stunned she still came in this clear. Then, predictably, Kian sidled up. Oldest friend. Most frequent saboteur. Holding two drinks and the kind of smirk that should come with a warning label. “So,” he said, half to Lucian’s glass and half to the ache blooming in his silence, “you’re still doing the whole ‘nothing’s going on’ bit, huh?” Lucian didn’t flinch. Just lifted a brow with practiced neutrality. “She said it, not me.” “Right.” Kian sipped his drink. “Except you’re watching her like she’s the last piece of a jigsaw puzzle that’s been haunting your dreams and if you blink, she might vanish.” Lucian didn’t respond. Which, in Lucian-speak, was basically a multi-paragraph emotional thesis. Kian forged on. “You realize she’s laughing at James. James, who once mistook a pigeon for a reconnaissance drone. And she still looks like actual starlight. If you don’t do something about this soon, I’m nominating James as her soulmate.” Lucian turned just enough to say, “Do that, and I’ll redesign your kitchen to trap you inside it. Permanently.” “See?” Kian grinned. “That’s the passion I’m talking about.” Lucian didn’t bother with another comeback. He just turned back to the dance floor. Rhea spun again—laughing, lit up like something celestial—and for a moment, everything else faded. Kian might’ve been teasing. But maybe—just maybe—he was right. And maybe Lucian didn’t know what to do with that truth. Because when your unfinished symphony suddenly starts dancing in a navy dress with loose hair and terrible rhythm and a smile that rewires gravity—what, exactly, are you supposed to do?
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