EPISODE 5

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The Weight of Betrayal Jax sat on the edge of the bed, staring at the ceiling as the city hummed beneath him. The apartment felt empty, hollow—though it was filled with everything Damon could ever want, everything Jax had given him. And yet… it had never been enough. He’s with Eli tonight. The words repeated like a cruel echo in his mind. Damon—his Damon—his world, his anchor—was in another man’s arms. His best friend’s arms. Doing all the things he should have been doing for Jax. And it wasn’t lust alone. No, it was intimacy, trust, laughter… a connection that had once been his. Jax’s hands curled into fists, the skin white against his palms. He wanted to scream, to throw something, to shake Damon until he remembered the man who had built this life for him. But he couldn’t. He wouldn’t. Not yet. I loved him. I gave him everything. Everything. Time, care, every quiet, stolen moment he could spare. Every sacrifice. Every fight he endured. And this—this betrayal—cut deeper than any punch, any wound he had ever taken in the ring. The betrayal didn’t just hurt. It rattled him to his core. It was humiliation, heartbreak, and fire all at once. And it was uncontrollable. He rose slowly, moving to the mirror. His reflection stared back: strong, composed, untouchable. But the truth lingered in his eyes: pain. Rage. Obsession. I can’t stay here. I can’t think about him there, in Eli’s arms, feeling the warmth I should have been giving. Jax grabbed his jacket, sliding it over his shoulders with deliberate calm. He didn’t need to hide from the world. He needed to lose himself in it. The lights, the music, the crowd—anything to drown out the ache of betrayal, the phantom touch of Damon where it didn’t belong. Tonight, he would go to their favorite club—not to confront, not to fight—but to escape, to move, to breathe in a world where the only control he had was over himself. Where pain could transform into adrenaline, heartbreak into motion, and longing into an almost dangerous clarity. And deep down, beneath the hurt and the fury, he admitted something he would never say aloud I can’t stop thinking about him. I can’t stop wanting him. And I hate myself for it. Jax left the apartment, the night swallowing him like a drug, carrying his heartbreak into the city streets, into the music, into the shadows where he could at least pretend the pain didn’t touch him. ... The bass of the club thumped through the walls, low and hypnotic, but Jax barely noticed. He was seated in the VIP lounge, back against the soft leather, fingers flying over his phone. Every message, every update, every small detail about Damon’s whereabouts had been cataloged. His man, eyes sharp and voice low, leaned in with an update. Man: “Sir… Damon and Eli. Same hotel. Same suite. Just like you suspected.” Jax’s jaw tightened, a flicker of heat passing through his chest—not lust this time, but fury, heartbreak, and that sharp edge of obsession. He set the phone down slowly, calm but deliberate. Jax: “Back off for tonight. I don’t want anyone interfering. Let me… handle it.” The man gave a slight nod and retreated, leaving Jax in the dark swirl of neon lights and thumping music. He ran a hand through his hair, eyes narrowing as he let the information sink in. Damon. Eli. Together. He was about to tuck his phone away, to disappear into the music, when he felt the presence before he saw it. A shadow moved beside him, deliberate, poised. A chair scraped softly, and then a voice, smooth and edged with amusement, cut through the hum of the club. Voice: “Mind if I join you?” Jax’s head turned sharply. Eyes locking with him—dangerous, dark, and magnetic—was Luciano. Calm, confident, untouchable. Jax’s first instinct was to push back, to assert dominance, but something in Luciano’s gaze made him pause. This wasn’t just another man in the club. This was a predator who could sense power, who could taste control. And maybe… who could challenge him. Jax (voice low, controlled): “If you wanted company, you could’ve asked. But sure… sit.” Luciano smiled faintly, sliding into the seat with ease, exuding a mix of charm and danger. The distance between them was small, intimate, but charged. Words weren’t necessary yet—the tension itself spoke volumes. Jax’s fingers itched—not to fight, not to flirt, but to calculate. Every glance, every tilt of the head, every slight smirk was a variable he needed to measure. Luciano leaned back, one hand draped lazily over the armrest. “You’re… meticulous,” he observed. “Almost too careful. Makes me wonder what you’re hiding.” Jax’s lips curved into a faint, cold smile. “And you think you can find out?” Luciano’s eyes glimmered with amusement, challenge, and a hint of something Jax couldn’t quite name. “Maybe. Maybe not. But I do like to play games.” A flicker of something primal passed between them—danger, challenge, and an unspoken recognition of equal stakes. Jax leaned back slightly, letting the music, the lights, the chaos of the club swirl around them. This isn’t over. Not by a long shot. And for the first time tonight, his mind wasn’t on Damon, wasn’t on Eli—it was on this man, this storm of a man who had just appeared beside him. Interesting… very interesting. Luciano leaned back casually, his eyes glinting in the club’s dim neon lights, observing Jax with a careful curiosity. “You know,” he began, voice smooth, confident, “I’d like to get to know you better. Feels like… we’re from the same league. Same energy. Same… understanding of the game.” Jax opened his mouth to respond, a faint smirk playing at his lips, curiosity flickering in his eyes. But before a word could leave him, his phone buzzed sharply in his pocket. He pulled it out, eyes scanning the screen. Message from Damon: “Where are you babe? I’ve been trying to reach you.” The sudden sight of Damon’s name twisted something deep in Jax’s chest—hurt, frustration, and that familiar, gnawing obsession. He slid the phone back into his pocket without replying, the weight of reality pressing down on him. Jax’s gaze flicked back to Luciano, who raised an eyebrow, sensing the interruption. “I… have to go,” Jax said finally, voice low, steady, though edged with tension. He downed the rest of his drink in a single motion, the liquid burning a small, grounding fire down his throat. Luciano smirked faintly, leaning back with a slow nod. “Another time, then. I’ll be around.” Jax gave a curt nod, already moving away, every step deliberate, composed—but his mind was a storm. Damon. Eli. The betrayal. And yet… the encounter with Luciano lingered in his thoughts like a spark he couldn’t ignore. As he exited into the cool night, Jax’s hands tightened around his jacket, jaw set. Tonight isn’t over. And neither is he. ---
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